My Fiancée Hates Me

Chapter 104: Longing

I fell into a deep sleep. During that time, I slowly regained bits and pieces of my memories of my second life. My memories seemed to play back as if I were flipping through the pages of a book. The contents were filled with sad as well as happy memories. Those were exactly the memories I was longing to remember.

They soon led up the I woke up in the hospital after the bookcase fell on me and saw Garett. I saw the face of true relief on Garett's face, yet the bitter memory of me witnessing the desecration of Garett's dead body popping into my mind up all of a sudden, released all of my pent-up aggression onto Garett.

I ended up lashing at him and calling him a fake and imposter...

I hated myself for saying such hurtful words to him.

Garett had been struggling with being called an imposter his whole life because of his origins. When I said those things, I was just rubbing salt on his wounds. Even after all of that, he still looked genuinely more concerned for my wellbeing despite all of my screaming at him.

When I woke up, I saw that very same face of relief on Garett's barren face. His face was unhidden by his glasses and revealed his tear-stricken face. It was a first time in both lives that I had seen such a face covered in tears.

"...Arielle, you are finally awake," Garett said.

I felt my hands being gripped when he said that.

"Garett?" I said in surprise as I took my hand back.

"Are you in any pain or discomfort right now?" Garett asked.

"...Not necessarily," I answered.

"Good...Now, I am going to scold you," Garett said as he took in a deep breath.

"Scold?"

"You are a fool, Arielle Maddox! How could you take a suspicious drug and forego the directions on the prescription? Do you know what the people around you went through to find you a Doctor who could help you? Why is it that you must become a regular guest as a patient? Are you a masochist? Do you like hurting yourself so often? Why don't you think of the people around you for once, you self-sacrificial girl!" Garett said in one breath.

have been nagged like this for the first time

I said

should

are you

I needed to come over to apologize to you. When I came over to see you, everyone was panicking because you were vomiting blood from something you drank. The Prince told me that you drank a memory enhancing drug but was unsure of the contents. I had read some articles on the base plant used for the drug. It had been illegal for some time,

for saving me," I said as

that way now? If it was a lie, why did

it," Garett

"Hate?"

how you are always hurting yourself for that Prince. Over and over again, you hurt yourself and end up in

is my second life, but it seems

"...Yes," I answered.

it, Arielle! There is no cure for idiocy! Do you

else. I know very well of the hopelessness, the despair, and the loneliness of watching people around me dying one by one," I said as I began crying. "I have suffered though

are you talking about, Arielle?" Garett

after hearing his

even killed people with my own hands. Even so, nothing could fill the void I had of losing people I cared for. If I have to continue watching other people get hurt because of me, I would rather take on all of the pain myself.

if you never

say anything?"

enduring the pain of

that of Erik's Advisor. The other you always ridiculed me and told me that I was unfit as Erik's fiancée. That made me want to work harder to gain your approval as well as working on

nor could I tell anyone about my immoral feelings towards someone who was not my fiancé. I was hurting internally, yet Garett thought using such teasing words would not affect me in the least when it hurt me more than

leave right before it. It was as if all of his actions told me that he did not love or

the only answer?" Garett

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