My Fiancée Hates Me

"...I hate you so much. If you were going to leave my heart in so much disarray, I wish you never stepped in my life to begin with," I said as I clenched my fists.

All of these bitter feelings were directed at the Garett whom I could not and will never be able to speak to again. I wanted to kick and scream at that person, but it will never come to fruition. This love that I could never abandon ended so abruptly with your death.

I was suddenly grabbed by my shoulders and turned towards Garett.

"...The person you loved and all of those people you had lost are all gone," Garett said.

"How can you say such a cruel thing!" I said as I began flailing.

"Listen to me, Arielle! What I say next is going to be very cruel...That past or future and all of the people you ever knew in your past life are now gone. They are all as good as dead now," Garett said as he held me sturdily.

Unlike Erik, Garett never sugarcoats his words. He almost always tells me the cold hard truth with harsh and prickly words. The only times he lies are when they are about his own feelings.

That timeline had been utterly destroyed...

now was quietly force myself to never forget and keep everyone clear in my memories by

feelings will never reach the other you or the people I

the past and finally live in the future with the people whom you have chosen to surround yourself with. I am sure that even the people in your past life wanted you to be happy. They never would have wanted you to continue torturing yourself. I...I at the very least don't want

could never forget about my memories with them. Neither could I want to forget you who I came to know either. Your words, your face, your touch...I could not get any one of them out of my mind. I worked so hard in trying to move on with my life with Erik as the other you said as I should have done but felt something nagging at me in the back of my mind. Everything felt wrong inside. I was being driven close to insanity from not being able to understand why I felt

remember everything now?" Garett

my existence. The other you told me that we were all bounded by our roles we were born into and to never deviate from it. That is why I accepted my role and tried to be a good wife to Prince Erik. In the end, I failed and killed myself with my unborn child. I am an irresponsible mother and a reckless woman who could not protect either her first or second love and killed the only life I had growing inside of me. Even if this is my second life, I cannot just blindly seek your love after everything I have done," I

everything about

ridiculous...How can you love someone who married someone else, abandoned you, and left you to die

this life. At first, you were quiet and always had a gloomy look on your face, but it turns out that you are talkative about the things you like and stubborn

I am so difficult, just love someone else," I said

researching tea that you might like during my spare time, and how I am willing to travel across towns to get you your favorite tea. Even if I close my eyes at night, I find myself dreaming about you...The other me who you first met and the me right now

you couldn't be happy all because of me. I cannot simply forget about all of my mistakes that I have done to you,"