Belle's POV

"B, I already booked our flight home. It's going to be two days from now so we would still have time to wrap things up from work etc."

Amy and I are already packing our luggage in her room.

"Aren't you going to tell me what happened?" Said Amy.

"I have nothing to tell you A." If I tell her about what happened I don't know if she's going to forgive me, Nikolai or Alexei.

"Where did you sleep last night?"

"At a hotel."

"Why?" Dammit Amy!

"A, can you please let this one go?"

My heart jumped when Amy's mood suddenly changed.

"No! I moved all the way here just to make sure you're okay. Hell I even left Ana, my sick mother, just to make sure you are fine. You cant just brush me off like this!"

I feel like my heart is being crushed. I did not answer my bestfriend. I continued collecting my things.

"Arabella! You don't get to do this to me!" Amy is now hysterical.

"I said I don't want to talk about it Amy! I'm sorry for taking you away from Ana. We are going home so you can attend to her."

"You one selfish bitch!!!!!" Amy said screaming at me. "Just yesterday you chose to be with your gangster boyfriend and now that things went awry you just decide to suddenly go home without even giving me any explanation? The past few weeks, my life had been dependent on your decisions B!!! You at least owe me honesty!"

I can't stand it any longer. I feel like I'm being choked so I walked away from her.

"Yes, that's right! Get lost again so everyone will get out of their way just to look for you."

I took a halt and went to face Amy. Her arms are now intertwined in front of her and she's full on bitch mode.

"Did I ask you to come and move here A? No! Did I ask for your help when I was at my lowest? No! Did I tell Dylan to get me from the motel? No! Did I ask Nikolai and Alexei to look for me A? No!!! Nikolai broke my heart so I wanted to move on with my life. I never dragged you into this! I never dragged anyone into this. You made a choice!"

Amy and I are in the middle of an argument when all of a sudden the doorbell rang. Good riddance.

I walked away from Amy and went to the main door. My eyes widened when I see Yuri, he's wearing his usual black suit and his serious self.

"Yuri?"

"Madamme, it's the Bosses."

I feel like my heart jumped out of my chest. Oh god what could have happened that made Yuri come here.

"What happened?"

must be really wrong. I could never forgive myself if anything happens

"Wait here Yuri."

quickly went back to our room to change clothes since

are you doing? Where are

glances at the window and I think that she saw

you fucking kidding me right now

and Alexei need me. I

to exit the door when suddenly Amy exclaimed. "The moment go out,

can forgive me but I wont be able

heard Amy scream,

standing outside the door as he waits for me.

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a prelude to whatever disaster I'm going to witness. Nobody talked inside the car. Yuri is on the front passenger seat

me that Nikolai

not say

okay can you at least tell me

"Yes Madamme."

"How about Alexei?"

"Yes."

back to their lives, I have to be tough, even tougher than Nikolai and Alexei. I cant believe I am even thinking about this right

cars parked in the driveway. There are several men standing next to the cars but most of them are

quickly jumped out of the car and ran towards the middle. My heart sunk when I saw Nikolai, dropped to the ground, face down. He is in the

knelt beside him to turn

of alcohol and cigar on Nikolai. Oh god, he has been drinking. And since when did Nikolai started smoking? I have never

held

as he tries to

Why are you here?" Said Nikolai, his voice is hoarse and he's

my tears are already threatening to fall. This is the first time I have seen Nikolai so vulnerable. He

not continue with what he was about to say. His eyes are full of remorse.

I can see it in his defeated eyes. I can't imagine

going to be okay Nikolai."

the word home. He then looks me in the eyes as if pleading that

are going

his arms

"I'm sorry baby."

my hand on his head, and the other one on his arm. We stayed in this position for a long time. The wind is blowing my hair

life. My first love and most probably my last. He saved my life a couple of times and protected me even if I always end up being hurt. Matushka Irene was right,

what happened last night. This man ruined me and broke my

up and stare at the night sky. I myself am surprised by the depth of my love towards Nikolai. I still love him with all my heart

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