Her Volkovs #Book 1

Belle's POV

I feel the chills reaching down my spine. I'm sitting on the bed, my back is resting on the head board while I'm curling my knees to my chest. My panties are still on my legs and my tears have gone dry on my cheeks. My femme hurts and I can see little drips of blood on my thigh. I'm staring at the blood that has stained the sheets.

I'm feeling numb. I can't seem to find the right emotion. All I want to do is sit still and stare blankly. It's as if my world just took a sudden halt.

A few moments later Alexei came barging in the room, he has a cut on his lip and he looks frantic. He knelt right next to me and attempted to hold me.

"No please don't touch me Alexei." At this point my tears are again threatening to fall.

He saw the blood on the sheets. He then inspected me and saw the blood on my thigh. I tried to cover it but Alexei already saw the drips of blood. He took off his jacket and wrapped it around my arms.

Alexei paced back and forth next to the bed while running his fingers through his hair. He then forcefully swipes the lamp and everything on top of the small table beside the bed. I did not stop him. I just remained in my position in silence. I know he is blaming himself for what happened to me but its really not his fault. Moments later, Alexei has completely lost it. He smashed everything that he could see in the room. He pushed the cabinets and tables to the floor and he screams every time he destroys something. I on the other hand did not move a muscle. I'm still on my exact position. Still feeling numb.

When everything in the room has been destroyed, Alexei sat on the floor right next to the bed. He rested his back on the side of the bed and looks down all defeated.

"I want to leave this place Alexei."

Alexei stood up and carries me in his arms out of the room. His men are already waiting for us outside. We went out of the house on a different exit where Alexei's car is already waiting.

"I can't go back to Amy like this Alexei. She cant see me like this."

"We will go to my mother. It's a few hours drive but you will be safe there." I did not answer him.

"Can I borrow your phone?"

Alexei took his phone from his side pocket, tapped his phone direct to the dialer and handed it to me. I dialed Amy.

"Hello?" Said Amy. Oh god, I feel like I'm going to sob hearing Amy's voice.

"A."

"B!? What's wrong? I swear if anything bad happened to you, I don't care if that Nikolai is the king of the world, I am going to kill him!"

"A, I'm okay. I just can't go home tonight."

"Oh, so you're with Nikolai? Alexei?"

I quickly interrupt her.

"Book the flight A."

"What?"

"Book the flight home."

I can sense that Amy realized that I have already made up my mind.

"Okay B. You take care okay? Go home as soon as you can."

"Okay. I love you."

I returned the phone to Alexei. I then turn to my side facing the window. I adjusted Alexei's jacket to cover my arms intertwined in front of me. I feel like I'm cold as ice. I just stare outside blankly.

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"Princess..."

slowly. A woman perhaps in her fifties entered the room. Her hair is brunette. Her wrinkles show on the side of her eyes when she lets out a smile. She then kisses Alexei on his forehead and on his lips. She looks at him like they understood each other without even saying a word. She sits on the bed beside us while looking at me intently.

"Rest now our Yelena."

quickly interrupts

looks at me while smiling. "We will be introduced tomorrow. Tonight you rest." She said with

her a faint smile. She left us in the room and closed the door on

pulled the cover and placed it on

"I'll be back."

and looked at the ceiling blankly. Tonight, I finally lost my virginity to Nikolai but it did not even come close to what I thought and expected. I lost my virginity, the Nikolai way. I chuckle escaped my mouth. I guess I had this one coming. He told me to stop him but I did not. I was just too naive to think

a basin

did not force me. I let him do this to me." I said

my hair to the side so he can take off my necklace. I removed the silver hair comb attached to my hair and my

down to my breasts. I took off the sleeves and remove myself from my gown. He then pulls the gown down my legs and hurls it

I am now naked, sitting in bed, my arms are covering my breasts and my legs are held together while

trust Alexei. I would even trust him with my own life. I slowly spread my legs for him. I can see that Alexei is now looking at me, all of me. He looks me in the eyes, then my breasts, down

ago he destroyed everything in the room where Nikolai took my virginity like he can kill anyone who gets in his way. Now he touches me so delicately you would even think he cant

night and kissed me on my hair. He was about to leave but I reached for his hand. I want him to stay beside me. I don't want to

go Alexei. Sleep

lie on my side as he slips under the covers

mind keeps on flashing back the memories of what happened between Nikolai

cried

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my face all too closely. One of them

I'm already awake, they covered their mouths with their hands. They ran as

femme still hurts. And the virgin Mary is all gone. I trailed my hand to my right but Alexei is not beside me anymore. I stood up and walked outside the room. The house is simple yet cozy. The

peeking and giggling at me being all playful. I tiptoed towards their direction and

kitchen slicing some vegetables. He scolded the two boys for running and

boys, they are just enjoying your presence

they

our language. You have

kitchen when Irene ordered them to do so. Now that I can clearly see Irene's face, I see where Alexei got his beautiful hazel eyes. Irene lets out a sweet yet very strong and domineering presence. I wonder how she handled being a wife to

the middle of everything." She looks at me waiting for a confirmation. Geeez, Alexei's mother is really

the glass of water she gave me

when they were teenagers, Alexei got into trouble, you know what Nikolai did? He talked to his father and asked for guns and men to get back at whoever punched Alexei at their high school urinal. The old man

about

Vyacheslav died of a gunshot to the head. Same with my husband.

remained quiet and listened carefully

no matter what happened between those two, they would still have each other's

she's going to blame me,

Do you love them?" She stopped chopping the vegetables and waits for

going back to my country." I looked down on the

not answer

Irene is quite scary. I swear

think that they are stronger and more powerful than women but that's not true. The truth is, we control them. Women control men. We have them in our hands you know why?" Irene

own this fancy pussy. You control everything. Those two will conquer everything because of your heart and your pussy." I gulped at Irene's bluntness. What does she mean those two? Alexei and Nikolai love me?

do. Make them think that they are in control. You are in

to say. How do I even

later the food is already cooked, she called

is looking at the two boys while preparing the

to the side. He then ran her fingers through my hair and collected it into a ponytail. Now