Will You Marry Me, My Ex-Wife? novel Chapter 942

Since the moment Jude said he wanted to hide behind the secret door, Joshua had expected this outcome. That's why he immediately hacked into the surveillance system of Jude's company and located the CCTV camera installed in his office.

He saw the hidden hope and expectation in her eyes when she suspected that he was the one who had sent the emails to Bonnie. Deep down, she still hoped it was him, and still wished the answer he gave her was that he once cherished her in his heart. Otherwise, why would she rush to Jude's office to question him and force him to call Joshua?

But...

Joshua laughed bitterly. The lives of two children separated them. Even if she knew that he had feelings for her, and was helping her behind her back... 2

Could she really forget about the deaths of their children and choose to be with him? She would still b e in pain; she would still feel conflicted. Him suffering alone was better than the both of them suffering together.

Joshua sucked in a deep breath in frustration. "I'm not helping Luna, I'm just helping myself."

His words made Jude widen his eyes in shock." Helping yourself?" What kind of logic was that?

""Of course I am helping myself." Joshua switched into a comfortable posture and leaned back on his seat, stretched out a hand, and caressed Luna's disappointed face on the screen. He curled his lips and words that he did not mean poured out of his mouth.

"If I didn't send the email to Bonnie, what would’ve happened yesterday? Even though Fiona would transform into the most resplendent woman in Banyan City, what would happen next? She would have to deal with countless interviews and reporters, obtain glory that does not belong to her in the first place, and then continue to work in the Lynch Group, wasting her remaining days in this boring industry. You know full well that she only has a year left to live, as a man who loves her deeply, how can I bear to watch as she wastes her remaining days in an industry that doesn’t suit her? And yet I can’t forcefully stop her, she would get mad at me."