Why did she " Divorce Me "
Chapter - 45
Amoli's Pov.:-
" Hufff " .. I sighed when I saw my two months little baby girl quasar .. lost in her beautiful sleep .
Finally she slept .. it's 3 am in night and here she was crying from past half an hour's for breastfeeding .. and she was not taking milk bottle's nipple no matter how hard I tried .. awww my baby !
It broke my heart to saw her crying for milk but I can't feed her as I am not her biological mother and not have given birth .. so , it's impossible that milk will come for her from my bosoms ..
But still at the end she drank milk from her bottle and slept .. finally ..
I also laid down on my bed beside my baby ..
It's already mid night but sleep is away from my eyes .. I am thinking about all the things which happened in all these past weeks .
I am here in this village which is some villages away from my parents village .. I am living here in my 3bhk house with my baby .
I am now teacher in this village school .. although I have a helper here , who babysits quasar in my absence when I have to leave her alone in house while going school .
I have also applied for maternal leave , so that I can give my time to my daughter as she is too small and she needs a mother care .
Now everything is settled in my life .. my baby came in my uncoloured life and put colour in it by her presence .. she is lucky for me .. see she came in my life and now I am government school teacher ..
Thinking about life .. Varun's face came running infront of my eyes ..
From the last encounter in hospital Varun haven't shown his face to me again not even to his family as social media says that he is not in India, he has gone to abroad to spread his business .
' stop thinking about him ' I scold myself ..
I turned and looked at my family pic in which I saw Kashvi's pic with me .. I have taken this when I told them all my decision of moving out and live my life on my own when I got my job offer accepted from the school in which I am working now .
On that time kashvi was there with me , she had came to meet me , as she was feeling alone and craved for something spicy to eat so , she had came to me to make her my special fried spicy rice .
First my parents was against it as they felt like i will lost again in this cruel word but than advaith support me and took my side for living alone by myself ..
Vahini still don't know about my divorce with Varun , because I think she is not that mature enough to understand all this .
Vahini .. she had cried for me .. saying ' please don't go moo , if it's necessary than take me too with you ' .
But I couldn't take her with me .. but she always comes to my house to meet me on every Sunday ..
Although I miss my family but it's needed .. me staying alone on myself .. because one day I have to live alone .. and independence is a good medicine to pull you out from your sorrow ..
My first day in my this house was all new and tough .. as I was habitual for the presence around me and here me and my baby . .. only we both ..
But with time everything settled .. and became comfortable and homely ..
Now I am happy in my life .. very happy ..
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Soon sleep took control over me and I slept ...
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I woke up hearing cries of my daughter .. I changed her diapers and made milk for her ..
It's already 6am in morning so , it's not time to sleep so, I took bath and got ready in simple semi grey and blue cotton saree with long half sleeves blouse ..

I give bath to my baby also .. neglecting her all protest against the bath .. as she is crying while bathing but if she is stubborn than I am her mother .. I am more stubborn than her ..
Hehe .. just kidding ...

We both got ready in matching colour clothes which is grey , I did pray in my house small worship area .
Then I took my baby in my one hand and in other all necessary things for Indian prayer .
Soon we arrived at temple , and quasar started to babble in her baby voice , .. catching everyone's attention on her by her cute behaviour ..
And here like other indian typical mother , I also got worried for my daughter , while thinking .. ' god please save my daughter from every evil eyes ' when I saw everyone in temple having adoring looks on their face for my daughter .
I did prayer ..
And came out from temple .. to go back to my house ..
Temple is just 15 minutes walk away from my house ..
I put my daughter in her baby crib and here she started to weep again to make me groan at her stubbornness ..
.. but when I put her down or give her to someone to
carry her in my arms and placed her head on my shoulder and rock her lightly .. while roaming around in the
and I placed her
Amoli complete your all work before she wakeup " I said to myself and ran in kitchen to cook something for myself as my daughter is too
and I know who is it .. so I opened my house door and take milk from the man who delivery milk to most
of the benefit to live in village
alone .. here , I don't want to leave
my social account to encourage peoples
for my orphanage house but I kicked his offer with attitude because I don't want
only .. stop flying high come to land ' my one side said ... or
' don't think about him
my house she is an old woman .. her
she has no one with her as she has two daughters and both are married .. and no one is ready to take her in , in their house as it's not good to take your parents in your husband's house
house away from my
bid them bye and here stood .. Mr. Deepak
... He is seating on his bick .. and waiting for

same for him , so I have told him that at the same moment when he had confessed his feelings which was
husband material but .. we are not a good match as I don't want to ruin his life .. with my presence and I am happy in my life
.. and I am feeling bad for
.. and he is around 28 .. he
signalled me through his eyes to say sit behind him on his bick .. but I shook head as
cute .. I chuckled and he too then
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scooty to go back school as school is closed now .. I sighed in relief because is got maternal leave of whole 1 years
home and here one car is
my
parked my scooty and then enter
' I thought looking at
to let them know
in hall .. and my daughter is also playing with him
even she doesn't like her maternal grandparents touches other than mine even Shanti auntie faced
is here ' I frowned
for auntie .. but she
you get inside my house ? " I asked
door " .. he replied cooly .. nerves of this man .. talking in attitude with me while seating in my property ..
you doing here ? .. " I asked coming to him and take my daughter
spread germs to our daughter " he said cooly .. shoeing me away by his
completely forgot about cleaning myself first before picking her
I am just coming then I will teach you
quickly removed my saree .. then jump in bathroom to have quick shower .. I wear my simple long skirt with long
is having his lunch while seating on floor with Shanti auntie as I don't owe any dining table because I didn't found it required .. so , I didn't buy it .. and quasar is beside him on her little bed playing with her plastic nipple reather to suck it
detective and she is
to my imaginary Varun and he layed flat with twisted neck .. hehe .. just imagination can't twist his neck in real as
only because of shanti auntie as she can't hold loud shouts
plate to serve myself but Varun
I scold myself .. but still eat my
is really amazing auntie .. " I said while licking the corner of my lips with my tongue.. where some curry is left and continued my
auntie said .. to make me coughed
tears dripping out from
slapped my back and Varun give me water without any argument I took water from him and drank it
at his face expecting worried expressions on his face but .. what I saw
is fricking smirking ..
him .. and here my appetite died
like all broken and crying
back in his true
given her
I put milk bottle's nipple in quasar's hungry mouth and she started to suck
and before I
while hugging me and caressing my hairs with his one hand while other is moving over
his rough cold fingers touched my waist skin
when he moved his fingers up and down
as he was lost in his own world thinking god knows what ... And I pushed him and slapped
I will complaint against you to police for sexual
to push him out from my house but he took me over his one shoulder.. and even before I could shout or do anything because in shock and in fear it took me time to come back
and bind my both hands on the both side of bed and he did same with
over my mouth which he had hidden in his pocket
, with flashback of all his tortures
at last
and came
sleeping he placed her in her
and wait for his
down when I saw him removing his clothes ..
he .. is he again
back and he is not here in room ..
the bathroom but still you should close bathroom