Why did she " Divorce Me "

Varun's Pov.:-

I reached to my parents house at next morning .. my head is hurting very badly due to too much consume of alcohol at previous night .

I came inside the house and went to my room ... I got ready in my office outfit and came down to have breakfast .

" Good morning everyone " I greet them ... And kissed my sister's head ...

She is four month pregnant now , .. and her bump is showing now .

I set on my place to have my food ... Although I don't have appetite but still I am  having food so that , I can sit with my family for these 15-20 minutes ..

" Ohhhh my ... It's Amoli right !? " My mother said .. looking at a picture in news paper .

I stopped.. for a minutes and went in flashback .. how beautiful she was looking yesterday .. although she didn't spare me single glance like she spared everyone with smile and respect.

I know I don't deserve it from her as I know my place ..

Maa showed it to others ... And I also looked at it .. with the headlines ... ' Miss. Amoli Anand ex-wife of known businessman Mr. Varun Arora , spotted in business award function with her date Mr. Grayson Wright ' .

There is her pic only as Grayson don't like his pictures to publish on news papers so , his picture is not on it ...

" Yes it's her .. she is back in her house .. " I said ..

" Okay than I want to meet her .. we all are going to her house .. " mother said ..

" Okay ... Kashvi do you also wanna go with mother ? " I asked her .. she nods her head in yes and I sighed in relief .

" Okay today your doctor is coming for your check up .. " I said her and she nod her head .

She was never like this before .. she had  never  given small replies .. she was a talker machine .. but now she only says one or two words ... All day quite . No smile nothing just an robot .

I sighed and everyone got ready to go amoli's house .. I also want to see her but I stopped myself because she hates me ..

And her this hate towards me is killing me but at the same time my good side says that I deserve it ..

Doctor came to check kashvi .. I was escorting her to Kashvi's room when she suddenly asked me " who is she to you ? "

" Who ? " I asked to which she motioned her finger towards my left at amoli's pictures ... Her these pictures are our engagement's .

" She is my wife ... Hmm .. I mean ex-wife " .. I said ..

" Ohhhh " she mouthed this ohhhh sound ... To make me confused do she know her ? 

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She left house after checking kashvi ...

Everyone went to amoli's house to meet her and I am the only one who is in this big house all alone .

To kill my time I went to library .. as my mind is running in amoli's thoughts .. and what that doctor has told me about her ...

After listening that doctor's words my blood boiled and I wanted to break something hard .. either my head or amoli's ..

How could she do this ? .. she faced this much alone and didn't tell me ..

I would have saved her .. but no she took other path .. she ran away after handing me divorce papers .

I will get her back .. either by hook or crook because she won't going to marry me again by her will .

' but don't you think it's wrong and she will hate you more ' my inner self said ..

' right but I can't live without her .. ' I said to myself pulling my hairs ..

I picked out any book in my hand and it was story of beauty and beast ...

I read it and .. soon I felt hungry , so I went to kitchen and had my lunch in all silence .. this silence is making me insane .. I am feeling suffocating here ..

I just want to cry ... So I cried and cried ... *Weeping* ..

My phone ringed ..

" Hello " I answered my phone .

" Hello bhai .. we are not coming today .. we are staying at amoli's house .. okay bye " Kabir said and cut the call after hearing my reply ' okay take care ' .

I layed on my bed to look at amoli's pictures ...

I again remembered how was our first meet .. she was always a kind woman .. but I was a fool to see her ..

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Soon it's evening time and .. Parth and Wright's brothers came to my house .. as decided

They settled themselves comfortably in living room and talked , I gave them privacy to talk .

I came out through back door in garden where I have planted lot of flower plants because every beautiful thing remind me about her ..

And these flowers plants remind me about her body fragrance and her pure nature ..

is as beautiful as this beautiful

face but it disappeared with a thought ' I am her life ruiner .. I don't deserve her .. she was right that I have ruined her beyond repair

quick call and planned a gift for Amoli .. it will make her happy .. why I planned gift for her .. because I want to see smile

with gift and gain her thrust through it and I couldn't gain

just for her

our dinner while me hearing them .. Parth is telling them how he is handling all tantrums of rooh's pregnancy

but got upset when I thought about amoli's pregnancy

and given her respect to with our marriage .. than maybe she will be with me today with

I am seating playing with my baby and Amoli is scolding us for making mess in cleaned

your imagination ' my inner voiced mocked me .. stealing away smile

is around me but still I can't be happy because my happiness is my wife .. and I

bid bye and went

room .. but when I closed my eyes ... Amoli's shouting , her crying all the things came rushing

sighed and took my sleeping pills .. they are the only way to make me sleep and

are not good

lost in deep sleep

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dada ' .. I heard a little child's voice

this time I felt slap on

my eyes to see beautiful blue eyes

... Aww my baby .. she is

was about to kiss her  forehead but someone pulled her away from

is going away from me .. by a person who I am unable

.. please give me back my child .. please ' I said while running

Amoli in my way I went to her .. she

I said to her but she slapped me saying ' no we couldn't find her anymore .. because she is not anymore .. she died all because of you .. you are a murderer .. you kill my child .. '

' No '

' No '

' No '

am not a murderer .. I didn't kill my child.. no I am not

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My body is all

of the most

time it's 5 in the morning .. I got up

from

what do you want ? " He said from the other side of phone

you .. can you ask Amoli for a lunch .. actually I want to have some words with her but as you know

if I call her .. that why

me if she got to know your plan and me being involved in it .. sorry man I can't help you in it "

Stop being coward .. can't you get some punches for me ... " I teased

her those big scary eyes .. they hold

please man help me .. please " I literally

Okay okay " he said ..

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the given address to see , she is seating alone waiting for maverick and he is not going

silent and only

looked at me .. first she became shocked but composed

smile which she kicked away with her attitude and didn't care

looked around for her person for

her table .. to make her raised

you " Amoli said to me with hard glare

her finger and pulled her hand through it to move it near my lips .... I kissed it and said

slapped me enough hard to

back at her with smile ... She looked at me with disgust and

husband .. huh .. husband my foot .. ex-husband .. it's ex-husband .. can't he get it

couldn't hold myself but laughed at her cuteness ... I moved towards her to make her move back with

and said " you know you

hand to slap me but she didn't slapped me .. she stop her hand in mid way .. she huffed and said " what do you want

you're spying

her red face ... " No love I am not spying you ... But truth is that you are the one who is spying

am .. I am spying you .. look at yourself Mr. .. when did I spy you " she said putting her hands on table an banged it with

face ' to me ,  .. you yourself

you okay .. so , stop it and I am not your love dove ... Don't tell me you're have become deaf now

affect her and way to hard

act cute and innocent

throat and said with hard face " what do you want

to talk with you and wanted

think I need any gift

look at it first then you can decide that you want it or not " I

" she said

She opened it

serious.. is it really for me .. " she asked me with surprised

.. this child orphanage is on your name now .. all the children in this life house is yours .. " I said to her and

this gift and playing with my emotions you can win my heart than let me tell you you are .. although .. I don't want to accept it but I

words really bring tears in my eyes .. I know that I have done wrong to her but it doesn't mean that I will do wrong to those

.. where I saw her smiling

got up from her seat and said "

nod my head and went with her to see ' life house ' which is child orphanage house .. I

staffs who work there

the kids .. she made calls to some people's and soon three vans come