The Billionaires Desires novel Chapter 116

Nathan’s POV

I’ve never felt so dejected in my whole life. She practically snatched my kids from my arms and ran the other way, going as fast as she could, trying to get them away from me. I’ve never been so confused in my whole life, I don’t know if I should go after her and try and stop her, I’m not even sure I can stop her because she is so fierce when it comes to the kids, she would never let me take them away from her especially now that she still thinks that I’m a ghost, besides, I do not want to send the wrong message to my kids, I don’t want them to see me as a bad person that is trying to hurt their mom. I watched her walking to the huge gate with her shoes that looks so bad that it was making her limp as she walked. The kids were trying to communicate with her, but she wasn’t listening to a word they were saying and it kinda hurt me because I don’t want them to be involved in this issue at all. It’s not their fault that we are going through such a bad breakup, they shouldn’t have to bear the consequences of our mistake. She stopped when she arrived at the gate and she beckoned to a security guard, asking him to come forward. She said something to him and he turned around and ran towards the lobby, running like his life depended on it. I felt angry when he walked right past me and went to whisper something to Avril. 

“What is wrong?” I asked her as she turned around to go inside. They are all ignoring me and it’s so fucking annoying.

“She needs my car, hers broke down a few miles from here.” She let out as she ran into a nearby office and fetched a car key.

“Are you just going to stand there and watch her leave in your car? What the hell is wrong with everyone today?

Can’t you see that she is not thinking straight, can’t you see that she is not in any condition to drive, do you want her to hurt herself and her kids as well, I mean my kids, no wait, I mean lie kids?” I stammered out a fucking lunatic. She scoffed at my words and handed the keys to some other girl that stood by the corner watching in shock.

“Wait, Avril. I don’t know this lady and I don’t trust her around Hillary or my kids. I’ll prefer it if you go with her instead.” I instructed firm, causing the two girls to glare at me furiously. The other girl, whose name I don’t even know, grabbed the keys from Avril,  took a few steps, and came to stand in front of me, glaring furiously at me, 

“I am the reason she is still alive to bear you those beautiful kids, so you have no right to come back from the dead and accuse anyone of anything. The fact remains that we were all here with her, we stood by her side when she needed us, and we loved and supported her when she was alone and lonely. What about you, Mr. Trent? Where the fuck were you when your stupid girlfriend tried to kill your wife and chased her out of her house and out of New York, where the fuck were you?” she spat out in my face before running out the door to catch up with Hillary. Damn, it hurts when someone hits me with the sad truth that I have refused to acknowledge all this while. It doesn’t matter what Hillary did while I was away, it doesn’t even matter that Ray had lied and deceived me just to stop me from going after her. What really matters is the fact that I wasn’t here when she needed me the most, I wasn’t here to protect her from my enemies and I wasn’t here to watch the swell of her stomach as she carried my kids, I wasn’t even here to watch them come out from their mom and cry out for the first time. I’ve missed a very important part of their lives and it’s so damn annoying. 

I stood there like a fucking moron and I watched as she got into a red Hyundai Verna and she drove to the gate to pick up Hillary and the kids. Hillary hesitated a little, it is obvious that she doesn’t want to be with anyone other than her kids, but she had no choice because the rude girl refused to back down. She got into the car and they drove off into the busy road, taking my kids further away from me. I stared at the spot where the red car had been and I was lost in my thought, thinking so hard about this whole situation but coming up with nothing. I have never been this clueless and frustrated in my entire life. For fucks sake, what the hell am I going to do about this issue. I acted like a complete jerk when I saw her with Lawrence, I should have gone after her when she left, I should have tried to explain everything to her. I let my emotions get the best of me, I got angry because she was making out with that bastard, I pushed out every other reasonable thought and I focused on my anger.