Tattooed Luna novel (Kristen and Alec) novel Chapter 559

Chapter 0559 «It’s like... if I push them down, I can’t open that box again. If I did, I would get overwhelmed and I don’t think I could handle that.” “How about tonight. We will lock ourselves in the panic room and you need to let all those emotions out.

Together, we will work through them.

You can yell, hit, cry or whatever you want until you work through them. I'll be beside you the whole time.” I hated everything about that plan.

Nothing sounded like something I wanted to experience. “I think they are okay in the box.” “Kristen. This is happening. I'll be with you. You can lean on me and I won’t think less of you. I won't even tell

anyone about it. It stays between us.

Not even Colt will know.” That was a different kind of emotion.

Not telling Colt? I told him everything.

By doing this, it was like I officially stepped out of Colt’s embrace and put my complete trust in Alec.

It was that realization that shocked me more than anything. If I truly opened up and did this... there wasn’t anything left in my soul that Alec hadn’t touched. Only Colt has seen that side of me and even then, it was only what I allowed him too.

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“you're afraid.” Alec said. It was more of a statement than a question.

“1...” Panic started to rise as I thought about giving that part to him. I loved him with everything in me but the idea of doing something like that scared the

shit out of me. I would rather face Darin again than do that.

“Hey!” Alec slammed on the breaks and forced me to look at him.

“Breath!” “I’'m.... okay...” As on reflex, I went to shove that feeling down.

“DON’T!” Alec growled. My eyes landed on his. If I had any air in my lungs, it would have been sucked out.

The love and concern was so strong that I was caught off guard. “Feel it.

Feel how scared you are of it. Feel how vulnerable it makes you. Allow those feelings to relax as you accept them.

Accept them and let them simmer down.” I tried to do as he said. Closing my

eyes, I focused on the anxiety that it caused. I kept repeating that I could do it. I have tackled every other obstacle in my path and now I was going to tackle this. Putting on a brave face was something I was good at. Feeling emotions was something I failed at.

“There you go. That’s my girl.” Alec said softly as he pulled me towards him. He kissed me gently on the lips.