Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 154

154-My Broken Selt

Maynard’s POV:

I’ve walked into the woods after my mate betrayed me and showed no remorse over hurting me.

She not only slept with him but accepted him and said it to my face as if mean nothing to her.

My heart and body had been in denial until I was alone in the woods.

“Why? I knelt down. “Why me?” I asked the Moon Goddess, “I was in love with her. I cared for her, then why?” I didn’t understand why was! getting punished for it.

Was it my fault that I loved her too much? That I thought for once in my life, I’m not someone’s second choice.

I was tired of running away from the truth my eyes watched just a few hours ago. I sat down in the woods when my phone started ringing.

“May! Are you okay?’ I had tears in my eyes when making sure my wolf was fine.

It was painful.

“Don’t worry. See she is calling us, she was worried. It isn’t like she is a bad person or a bad mate. She has just been through a lot and Thiago can be pretty manipulative. He made her accept him. She is just too innocent to see what the world is like,’ i comforted my wolf because I didn’t want him to think bad about Enya.

I pulled my phone out in hopes of hearing her voice but instead, Willow was calling me. Anger filled my veins and I glared at the phone’s screen for some time before rejecting her call.

“I don’t want to hear from anyone but you Enya! Why aren’t you checking up on me?” I asked traumatized. Leaning my back against the tree, I tried to rest a bit.

That’s when I began to wake up to someone walking around me.

“Ah!” I grained when my body felt immobilized. It was happening again. I was paralyzed in my sleep. I opened my eyes and to my surprise, a horror stood in front of me with evil in his eyes and a smirk on his lips.

Panic took over my body and I started moving, or I thought I was moving. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t move a muscle.

“Shuhhh! Don’t try too hard, it will only be painful if you will fight it back. But if you are a good boy, it will be enjoyable and we will have so much fun,” he smirked widely when unbuckling his pants.

Tears filled my eyes, I didn’t want it to happen again. I didn’t want to be a victim of it again.

“Ah! What’s the matter? Why do you look so sad? It can be our little secret and nobody has to ever know about it. He chuckled as he brought his body closer to mine.

It was then I was able to spot my mother in the back. She was hiding behind a door and watching us with teary eyes.

“He—–Ip! I mouthed for her, praying she would come out and help me.

“Guards!” Finally, she called for the guards. I felt relieved but it wasn’t what I thought what she was doing

“Guard this floor and don’t let anybody come near this floor or two floors down from this one,” she warned the guards from letting anybody come around

She wasn’t protecting me, she was guarding this abuser of mine against getting caught.

She fucking betrayed me!

She left me here to suffer whilst she stood on the ground floor, making sure nobody catches my abuser.

“No!” I started moving around a lot more than before and this time, I felt somebody coming to save me.

“Hey’ Wake up! The familiar voice belonged to Thiago’s voice. He had woken me up from this reoccurring nightmare.

“Ahhhh!” I was panting placing a hand on my chest, and breathing for my life.

“What happened to him?” Lazio’s voice penetrated my ears. I hated these people around me. I don’t know when they will turn into my abusers.

I mean, Thiago stole my mate. And my mate stood there just like my mother did and didn’t help me at all.

12-AA

154-My Broken Self

My heart ached at the similarities.

Why was i defending Enya so much? She did the same as my mother did. Chose my abuser over me. My mother defended this person because she didn’t want her perfect reputation to get scarred.

She didn’t want to be known as a mother of a son, who got abused in the comfort of his own home. The stigma around men getting abused had kept many victims silent.

But I can silently take revenge, can’t I?

“I’m fine,” I slapped Thiago’s hand off and turned my face to the other side. It would be a horror if he heard me mention anything in my sleep. I wouldn’t want anybody to know and mock me later.

“Maynard! Let’s go back to the academy. Mr. Tripper had been sending us messages and asking us to show our faces right now. There are some new rules we need to follow.” Lazlo knelt down with me and talked nicely with me.

I just didn’t know what he wanted from me. Was he planning something for me? I mean, why would he be nice to me?

“Fine.” I gave up for now. But I’ll show them. Did she want to date Thiago without even talking to me first? She wanted to jump in his bed without even telling me that she has changed her mind about having one mate.

So be prepared, Enya. You have seen my love! Now you will see my wrath, my revenge!

I left for the academy with these two. One, who definitely has some plans to betray me in the future, and the second, who stole my mate.

Once we were in the academy, I didn’t even look at her and rushed into the bathroom. When under the shower, I realized how the marks on my body faded away with time but the marks on my heart and soul remained.

As soon as I was down showering, I heard a scream and then a loud thud. For some reason, that scream scared me. It reminded me of my own screams.

I rushed out of the bathroom with the others and soon we were all standing on the academy’s ground and watching a dead girl.

“Everybody! Back to your rooms,” As always, Mr. Tripper came out in the sight to dismiss us.

He had been silencing us and reassuring us he had things under control but look what happened.

“Why? Why do you keep hiding things from us?” A newbie came forward, probably cared as hell.

“I said go back to your room,” Mr. Tripper used the clenching of his jaw and aggressive tone to scare away the boy.

“He is right. We need answers and security.” another boy came forward to question Mr. Tripper.

“We did make rules—” Mr. Tripper tried to speak up but somebody else shut him down.

“To keep everyone inside? Did you ever think maybe the monster is among us?” the boy speaking up made me turn my eyes to Enya.

She was crying at the sight of a dead girl, in her mate’s arms.

“Or perhaps one of us,” I added and everybody’s stare traveled to me.

Maybe Mr. Tripper didn’t know where to begin the investigation from. A little tip from someone might come in handy.