SAGE

Sage Miller

It seems I honestly don't play any fucking role in my life anymore. Shit just happens and I'm like, 'oh this is what we're doing right now?ok'.

I genuine don't know what the fuck happening in my life anymore. Everything is just going sideways.

"What?" I asked shocked. My eyes found Sebastian and he was already looking at me.

I fucking hate how stoic he always is.

"What?" Styles asked back frowning.

I hate how he's acting like he doesn't get what I'm talking about.

"Am I not getting one?" I didn't mean to raise my voice at him but I did.

I felt betrayed in a way. I'm always with Styles not Sebastian. Should I not get a gun too?

Don't I deserve it? I've been loyal haven't I?

But I truly didn't mean to raise my voice at him.

After all he's still the Godfather. People fear him. Even me.

"You're not ready to carry a gun." He explained casually but I wasn't having it.

I thought I caught a reaction from Sebastian, shock maybe but when I looked again he was stoic. Like he always is.

Fuck him, right?

"And he is ready?" I asked pointing at Sebastian. "He is fucking ready?"

The anger I was trying so much to conceal was now showing. Flooding through my system.

Styles looked up at me for the first time. When my eyes met his I took a step back.

It was no secret how intimidating his eyes were. He struck fear into anyone with only his eyes.

And right now his eyes were blazing with fire, irritation and annoyance.

"Yes Sage, he is fucking ready." He declared and turned to Sebastian. "Pack the guns."

The way he ordered him told me how furious and irritated he was.

He was in no mood for shit.

Although I was furious and frustrated I knew when to take a step back when it comes to Styles.

Styles eruptly started walking away towards the lounge.

I stood there not knowing what to do with myself.

Sebastian packed the guns and followed Styles. He stopped when he realised I wasn't following.

"Aren't you coming?" He asked me but at that moment I didn't want to hear his voice or even see his face.

I resented Sebastian so much at that time that if I had a gun in my hand I'd shoot his motherfucking face without a second thought.

At the same time I felt so much envy when I looked at him.

It wasn't enough that he took my co-captainship. He had to get the gun when I didn't.

What does he have that I don't huh?

"Fuck off." I blew him off and walked fast passing him standing there looking like he's so better than to react.

I heard him sigh then I heard his footsteps behind me and I just walked faster.

I made it to the front and Styles was already waiting by the car.

"I don't have all day. I have places to be." He said and Sebastian took the keys out of his pocket and unlocked the car.

I didn't feel like getting in the same car as fucking Sebastian.

So I walked past Styles and the car. I would find my own way home.

Fuck both of them. I thought bitterly. They can both suck my dick.

"Where the fuck are you going?" I heard Styles call.

"Home." I yelled back at him.

"If that's the case you're going the wrong way." He told me and I flipped him.

"I don't care." I yelled back again and didn't change the direction.

I just kept walking.

It was quiet for about a minute until the car pulled up next to me.

I looked up and saw Sebastian in the driver's seat. I clicked my tongue and looked somewhere else and walked faster.

"Sage get in the damn car." Styles said and I rolled my eyes.

"No thank you. I'll find my own way home." I told both of them and walked faster than before.

I was basically speed walking but it didn't matter much because they were in a car and I was on my legs.

"Stop acting like a pmsing bitch and get in the car." It wasn't Styles who said that but Sebastian.

I stopped and my head snapped towards him. I glared at him.

"Did you just call me a bitch?" I asked him and the car stopped. "Get out of the damn car so I can fucking show you a bitch."

"I'll be fucking glad to knock some sense into you with my fucking fist." He spat back and I was fucking ready for him.

I took my stand and as he was ready to get out Styles snapped.

"Sage get in the fucking car now." I froze when Styles roared.

I didn't alter any other word. I did exactly what he said.

I slowly opened the door and got.

All the way back to the warehouse no one said anything. Everyone was stuck in their own head.

at the warehouse until I noticed the car wasn't moving

car.

car keys

a few seconds before I made my way toward the entrance. I didn't join

My body was so stiff and tense. I still hadn't gotten over the fact that styles

think I'll

Don't I deserve a gun? Am I not good enough

me and I kept asking myself these question

like Sebastian is better than me in every

not. It's not just about the co-captainshipor him getting

at me. I know he fucking thinks

he damn walk. He thinks he's some

I jumped even when I knew who

lost in my head just then

you'd be here." Styles said and closed

gracefully walked around the room and circled the his

the case with guns on the table

everything he does. He is a damn perfection.

move

if you want." I said

and I did what he said. "I'm in no fucking mood

on the sofa feeling so small and

didn't give you a gun and it seems like you're not getting it anytime soon. You're are not a fucking child, you're not playing house with your stupid friends anymore. This is real life and if you don't grow up and act like a fucking responsible

rarely used his full on English accent unless he

was breathing hard like he was holding back on saying everything in his

we fucking understand each other?" He asked and I gave him a

we do." I

talk business. You have a delivery tonight at D's strip club." He

shutted myself up when he shot me a nasty glare. "I mean can I

wanted to say and I'm pretty

"No." He replied shortly.

to do the delivery or are

and took up and approached him to get

drop-off only. No collection." He told me and proceeded

merch I'll

didn't screw it up. But it's not like I've ever screwed a drop-off

test. I was so determined to

staring at?" I barked at Kate

went on the floor or on me

stammered and

any better or simmer. In fact

don't fucking know why but

the fuck were you staring at?" I asked her and

hallway but no one

anyone. I only have eyes for you." She whispered the last part and even if I didn't

a bit. I calmed down and

didn't pull it away like she normally

today I didn't have the

know that tomorrow is Alora's birthday but

a year of fully knowing Alora. It was at her party that we

seemed so easy and simple that

to keep our relationship simple and casual. Now a

for her in

is paying for Alora's actions. It's more than fucked up really

life has changed

not sure I regret meeting her

it but deep down I know

again. Just to be

all the pain, the rejection, the laughter just

at the threshold of Kate's class and finally let

caused. She's doing that a lot lately and I'm not proud of myself for what I do to

can't help it. I do wish

as the

my arm around her waist and yanked

inhaled her from the base of her neck to her ear. She smelled

distraction. The one I need right

kissed her cheek and lastly my lips met

and I just kissed her. Taking everything she had

I took it all without giving anything

enthusiastically and

a couple of seconds I pulled away.

lips were near her

watching. I'm always watching. I have eyes and ears everywhere." I

in a daze but she didn't fall when I let her

she heard

to class." I told her

of seconds for her to fully registered

snapped out of the

soon." She said cheerfully and

hadn't kissed her in weeks

before I turned around to

didn't have this class with Sebastian because fuck, I couldn't look at

zero to prison real motherfucking quick

okay mate?" I

I

but I wasn't looking forward to answering

at the same time they were so alike that it was

is twitching." He

I asked him even when I heard exactly what he

doing that thing, twitching like you're gonna explode or some shit." He

best to breath in and out so

was saying. I felt

I told him after

time Connor understood that I wasn't in the mood to talk and I

was that my eye was twitching but I was really grateful he

home. Connor had a race

sat on my bed and my mind kept going back to one person. And only one person occupied

everything, every

was the best thing that ever

she came

was something I was always

to my desk and tore a page out of a book. I took a pen and wrote Alora's

her but every time I open my mouth to tell her

Alora