One Sided Love

Kate 

' Kate ' well done kate ...it need some attention but you improve this piece of work more' my boss praise me

I replied ' im happy to do this work...if you want anything else im here '

He said ' no you go n have rest...n say hi to Aria'

I replied ' I will'

Luckily they offer day care facility ...one of the reason I like this job more...

I picked sleeping Aria from day care...she is becoming really tired with this schedule ...but we both are managing... I look the time ...I have 10 minutes to reach the bus stand... I always reach at nick of a time...n now im carrying Aria ..I don't know I will reach there on time or not.... I was walking n luckily I reach the stand before bus ...I sat for a moment n catch a breath... then I saw a black BMW stop at the stand ... I ignore that but when I saw who was getting out of the car ... I was stunned it was Alex...fuck....what he is doing here..

Alex said ' Kate...come with me im gonna drop me'

I replied ' no thanks ...but how do you know I was here '

He run his hand on his hair n said...' I asked shawn about your apartment address but he told me you're going to be here...so I found you here...please kate I want to talk about something...please let me drop you'

I give him a look' what else is there to talk...wait you're really here to talk about divorce n prenuptial agreement'

He shake his nod ' NO ...kate..no I never think about this but ..please come..im taking you to your apartment not home ok.... I just want to talk n then you will decide'

What decide n what talk...

I looked at the watch bus was late n its getting late...I said ' ok but if you say something which disturb me n Aria im going to kick you out'

He give me a sad smile' well I deserves that but I won't say anything like that'

I try to stand but I was holding Aria which makes difficult for me to stand ... Alex came n said ' Give her to me..I will hold her...'

When he bend to take her I hold her firmly n Alex eyes become sad by my action ' I know kate you have no reason to trust me with her but I swear on Emma im trying to change things for good that involved Aria too'

I lose my grip n hold Aria...n for the first time seeing them together bring back my emotions...he gently put her in her car seat n we drove towards my apartment.

Alex

Fuck it was more difficult to say anything...because honestly I feel so shame on myself ...that what I did.... I parked near Kate apartment ... we both get out of the car ... kate went to picked Aria but I told her to open the door ...I will hold her...she reluctantly say yes ... I hold Aria...I found her to be very tired cause never open her eyes in whole drive...I kissed her forehead ...n feel ...for the first time love for her...I truly hurt her more ...a little child should not ever treated like this by her father ... when we reached her apartment...or I say a tiny room .... my jaw tick...but its my fault..

Kate said' let me turned this sofa into bed then we are going to talk'

Fuck they don't even have bed....no ...they will have ...they will not stay here any more... kate was busy turning the bed... n then Aria lifted her head n have a confused expression ..she looks at my face n then again n said ' Daddy...mama daddy is here'

at her ' yeah

but kate came took her

 Daddy n I are going to talk you can sleep a

her sleepy head

I sit in the small kitchen of here. .kate gives me

said ' Thanks....so

what's wrong

its so tiny...I mean our store room is

replied ' Well Aria n I have no

sorry for everything.... today Helen come in my office n told me it was Max who pushed Emma ....actually Max wanted to push Aria ...but when she told me I left everything n try to find you...Kate I

 ' I told you listen to her once Alex...for one once ....but you were believing more into logic's than your own daughter... I can't you have

to say sorry to her too...im going to accept her...n love her very much Kate...just

can't trust you..you say now you will accept her...but after sometimes something will happen n

 kate im not lying...I have these feelings from very start of all of this but im arrogant enough to accept that

say that...I know you want me home ..but you're bringing this thing is

this right now but one day I

' I can't come home until n unless im trust you enough that you truly want

put my head in my head ...its more difficult than I

' ok... I will do anything do gain your trust n your love.... but kate...I will come daily meet

right now...you can

like it when you take the bus ...its dangerous too...please take the

I will not... n im ok with

you say.... I will go

come to door '

her face n I said ' I missed you so much kate...I have to do this other wise I dont know how to go

say anything n nor did I ..n I

Kate 

for the bus,again n now,emma is awake then I saw Alex car n Emma coming out from the car...she run n hug me ...my eyes started

mama but daddy say I

at her n saw Alex ... I

you're not taking car

seriously there is

me ' no I will do it

looked passed me ... his expression changed to emotional n guilty he said

hand n look down n said ' good

 ' ok let's go

reached my apartment ... I