One Sided Love

 After 6 weeks

Alex

I was driving Emma for school ... Emma was not so chatty that she use to be...may be it's because Aria is not there...fuck...sometime I think I made a biggest mistake of my life for letting Kate n Aria go...but if Aria is right?... no its not possible... i know its Aria who did this ...I know Emma talks to Kate daily on Skype&meet her in after school .....Emma need her mother physically to be there not virtually....I parked at Emma school n said ' come on princess your school is here'

Emma said ' Daddy can you bring mama n Aria home after school'

She asked this question always when I dropped her

I replied 'Emma I have told you already they're going to back but not now ...things are little bit difficult ...'

I don't know why I lie to her ...but I can't see her like this..

After dropping off school I turned two blocks a head n wait ...for Kate n Aria ...I usually wait for them to see how are they...sometimes I fucking miss kate so much that all I wanted to do go n dragged her into the car n take her home....n sometimes I also want to see Aria... I miss her too... it surprise me too..,after all this drama I still want Aria be happy... although I have hurt her little heart a lot ...but most painful moments were when I broke her doll into two pieces ...yelled at her..n when she said goodbye n said to forgive her...kate was right I become heartless...but what she did was also wrong ...she left me ...then I saw them.... I saw kate was picking Aria from the bus n put her down... it still fucking hurt n make me angry that why the hell she leave her car...obviously it will came handy to her.... but she using third class bus to travel...Aria was saying something but kate was lost in her thoughts...what she is thinking ...she looks so tired ...n she always look tired like that...Aria looks she lost some weight .... fuck .... did they need money... I didn't provide any allowance to kate...nor she asked ...then I saw Aria stop n bend to look her shoe ...I closely focused her shoes were little wore down n tear down...it was a gut wrenching moment for me here I have every luxury that life offers but my child is walking with a broken shoe...Kate kneel down n said something ..Aria nodded n then they were gone.

In the office I get myself busy with work because this will keep me going...but I was still distracted ... how kate n Aria are really doing... then I saw shawn coming in my office... After kate has gone ...Shawn n I have some heated argument where he told me what a ass im n how much I will regret it...but im really a egoism bastard ...I also fight with him...now seeing him realized me that I kinda of needed a friend.

He said ' here is the document that you needed ...its already checked n a contract has been made'

I replied ' Thanks dude... will you stop n have a coffee with me'

He reluctantly said ' you want to?

I sighs n said ' shawn im fucking sorry how I behave last time but you know im an asshole...but I really need a friend'

He said ' funny thats what kate said to me...sure dude a strong coffee I can have.

to bring coffee

you said kate ....what she

are you interested in that...you don't

...I didn't said anything about

can only tolerate something that he can bear...but what you were suggesting

still worry about you ..she said me

just leave it

kate n Aria ...they were looking outside the shops...what they are

but mama ..I want those

very expensive...mama don't have alot of money right now to spend

said ' ok mama...im sorry I forget we are saving

yup baby...but I promise I will buy you  anything in Christmas

save money ...because I have alot of them...whatever Aria want I will give her...but didn't I also cruelly take that too ...dont I remember what I

shops ...then Aria stop at one toy shop n pointed out n said ' mama...mama look... can

doll was different yet very familiar ..then I realized it was the doll I give to Aria but her dress n size were different...that doll really meant something to Aria...n I destroyed

do your homework n I want to finish a little work

saw kate going straight to Holden printing press....then it clicked it was Rachel father company..she works here..but shawn never

Kate

Aria its bed time n leave

me finished this cartoons...n why don't we have tv...its so

don't need it when we can watch in laptop....n its also one of the

run with her little feet...I unfolded the sofa cum bed then put sheets in it n waited for Aria... After I started my jobs in Holden printing press two weeks ago...I feel confident enough that I can do this...the salary is less n im overqualified for the job but when I saw the ad I jumped on it...I need a push up start...late I realized it was Rachel father company...when Rachel saw me there ...she try to convince me that she can hired me some better post but I stopped her taking some one post who is more needy n deserving doesn't set well with me to take that post...she reluctantly agreed.  I felt skyp ringtone ...n saw it was Emma...my eyes tear up when I see her in school and right now...I called

hello kate n

said ' im good

kate..n I missed you a lot..(I heard emma voice in background) ok ok miss emma here