My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

My Love My Hatred Chapter 216

They always say, if there‘s hatred, there‘s love. Love and hate are the same feelings, one is positive while one is negative. I hated Lance so much, with all my heart, and in my hatred, I didn‘t realize there was likeliness. I didn‘t realize there was love in our hatred. Maybe I was touched by his love for me, because I never had anyone love me before? 

I went back to my room and sat on the bed. I suddenly remembered the envelope Lance gave me. It was the only thing I brought with me. I took out my luggage and then pulled the envelope out from the pocket. 

It was a white envelope. I 

A letter from.. 

recognized Lance‘s handwriting on top of the envelope. 

‘To Jennie Gomez, my love.‘ It 

wrote. 

With shaking hands, I opened the envelope and took a piece of paper out. It wasn‘t money, all this time I thought it was just a cheque or money for me, but it was a letter from Lance. He wrote it on his own. 

Dear Jennie, 

Hey, I don‘t know why I am writing this but I want to tell you something. Actually, I don‘t know where to start because I feel like I have a lot of things to tell you. A lot of apologies to make. 

I know all of the revenges you have taken on me are what I deserve. I always know that you are the innocent one, you are the last person who has to go through all of these nightmares. But 

stop myself from hating you, I just couldn‘t. And I regret it, I regret ruining your peaceful life and making you

into the Mason‘s mansion. You were abandoned by your grandparents after your father passed away so your mother had no choice but to bring you

wouldn‘t find another man who will love you as much as your father anymore. It was then I knew your heart was broken when your father passed

away. 

because hated you so much back then. I just wanted to see you suffer, so that I will feel better. I could have kicked

but | didn‘t, I wanted to keep you around and torture you slowly. Your mother has never helped you whenever I bully you, because she knew that if she helped you, she

undo everything, would. I will treat you better than that and we wouldn‘t be like this today. You could have lived your life happily like other girls, yet I made that impossible for you.

regret everything I have done to you. I want to use the rest of my life to make it up for you but I know you wouldn‘t let me. You just want to get rid

A letter from... 

you were suffering when you were with me but I just couldn‘t let you go and I know I am selfish. That‘s all because I was afraid to lose

be like after

imagine my life without you. Because you are my

letting you go now. You must be very happy to finally get to leave me because you have

so much. You will be her one and only mommy. I wouldn‘t let her forget you. I know deep in your heart you love her too, just as much as I do. She is the best gift you

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her heart like how | break yours. I will dress her like a little princess everyday just like how you wished you could dress yourself when you were a kid. I

and I am in love with everything about you. I want you to know that you look the prettiest when you smile, although you barely smile when you are with me. So, never forget how beautiful you are,

don‘t owe me anything, I

me you will try to love again. I never want you to fall

A letter from. 

treat you like a queen, hope that you will try to love again. I wish that he will take care of you, make you happy and do things that