My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

My Love My Hatred Chapter 183

He sounded like he was begging me, pleasing me...... 

His sudden soft attitude must have softened my heart for a moment too because the harsh words I was about to throw at him went back down into my throat. I couldn‘t bring myself to speak those words to him at that moment. 

At this moment, I realized we have changed. Lance was different, I was also different. We were not the same anymore..... 

I didn‘t say a single word and he went back up the stairs. I followed behind him and we got on the bed. 

I was always impressed by how both of us were able to sleep on the same bed, since we were always mad at 

each other. 

“Lance, can I ask you something?” “What?” 

In the bedroom, it was dim, the yellow lights made the room felt soft and warm. 

But the two people in the room were very cold. Heart was cold. 

“Last time, when we also slept on the same bed, did you want to choke me to death all the time?” 

He used to choke me or pull my hair all the time back then. We were like cats and dogs, always fighting. 

and asked, “I should be asking you the same question, did you want to choke me to death? You slapped me like

little

slapped him. 

good. So you want revenge?” I asked, winking.

“I don‘t want revenge. You‘re the type to hold a grudge, I don‘t want you going around telling people that

admit that you abuse me?”

and entwined our fingers together, his thumb softly circling on top of my hands. i remember reading a book which says if a man loves you, he would do things such as entwining your fingers

words, telling me that he loves me, but I still didn‘t feel anything for

at that time. 

why can you hit me and I can‘t hit you? We are even now.” Lance said.

Even? I don‘t

SO! 

to you anymore, you always find a way to make

into him further, then he lowered his head on my neck and gave me wet kisses all

kisses me, he looked at me like I was the most beautiful girl in the world,

and bit my bottom lips, his lifted his gaze and stared at me with lust in his eyes. But to

harder and I gasped in pain, he then shoved his tongue into my mouth and started to conquer my mouth. He knew I would bite him, so he would not put his tongue too deep

my legs together and raised it up, he made me a “L” position. Then instead of putting himself into me, he thrust in

would do this in the middle of the night

up, Lance Mason was already out,