My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

My Love My Hatred Chapter 181

“Lance Mason, why the f*ck did you bring that whore to an event like this?!” 

Lance Mason‘s whore? She was obviously speaking of me. Wait, her voice sounded extremely familiar....… 

(LANCE”S POV: We were in a hotel hall, she turned me on so badly in public. The way she warned and spoke to Anthony was so damn sexy. She was like the lady boss, I couldn’t take it anymore and pleasured her in the 

washroom. 

I realized that my love for her was getting even deeper. I knew if I didn‘t change my attitude, she would leave me no matter what, it‘s only a matter of time. So this time, I didn‘t force her. I  didn‘t rape her. Raping her was a mistake, but I couldn‘t control myself 

every time. 

She always made me angry, the reason why I also f*ck her when she made me angry was because I didn‘t know what else to do. I always controlled myself, telling myself I shouldn‘t hit her, but if I don‘t hit her, there was no way for me to let my anger out. So, I chose to f*ck her. 

Whenever she spoke back to me and try to provoke me, her fierce eyes, her pouty lips, her tone......it all made her look even more sexy and gorgeous. Yet, she made me angry, but at the same time she seemed to always turn me on easily without even knowing. 

I know I couldn‘t use this as an excuse to cover up the fact that I f*cked her without her permission, but then I  still wasn‘t able to control myself until today, in the washroom. I realized that I have to be gentler to her, I never wanted to hurt her. 

When I saw how much her body was enjoying my touch, my teasing, was so happy and turned on. I wanted so badly to take here right there, but I couldn‘t, the doctor warned us. So instead of pleasuring myself, I chose to pleasure her. She didn‘t want to admit that she felt good, but her moans and expression showed it all. I could also actually feel the change of attitude towards me. 

She was still cold and cruel to me, but she was changing slightly, I knew she was softening her heart. I wasn‘t sure if she noticed it, but I could sense it. And I didn‘t ask or tell her, I would give her more time. I was horrible to her, 

so now I want to repay her. I would give her the time she needed to forgive me and learn to love me. 

I‘m sure I was already deeply in love with her, but the problem with me was, I used to be a very twisted person, it was hard for me to learn to love like a normal man. Ever since I was young, everyone listened to me and I had control over everyone, so when Jennie go against me and didn‘t do as she was told, that made me angry and crazy. But I‘m trying, I’m trying to change for her, to love her in a gentle way......) 

Back at the mansion, we were sleeping on the bed. I couldn‘t sleep and kept turning around, my swollen face hurt. Lance was woken up by me and he pulled me into his arms, “Why are you not sleeping?” 

my head in his

“No, my face hurts.” Well, it was obvious enough what happened in the hall. His ex–wife slapped

lamp beside our bed. He touched my face

chest away, wanting some distance between us. “I can‘t sleep, I want to watch some shows downstairs,

but if I watch it here,

remote control of the TV in his room and asked me

it‘s fine, you have work

O 

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181 tomorrow, just go to bed. I‘ll be

lap. He hugged me from behind

on only a few hours of sleep. I‘ll watch it with you, we have never watched

some fresh air in the garden. But

purpose. 

I felt like I had already make it very obvious, so I didn‘t know if Lance really didn‘t notice, or if he pretended to not

aimlessly, asking

D 

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agreed on a French movie,

girl, at first she didn‘t care because she was in love with him, but then after some time of sweet and romantic period together, the girl finally

raped me, or else he wouldn‘t be looking