My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

Chapter 96 Baby?

I stared at the white ceiling of the ward, there was a glass lamp on the ceiling reflecting me and Lance Mason.

I could see the back of his hair and my emotionless face.

“Have you been planning this? To make me kill my own child? Do you want me to live in guilt forever?” He said while pinching my chin between his fingers, he looked angry.

I looked at his bloodshot eyes and said, “Will you be guilty? No, you won’t. You might want a child now but the child will never be from me. You told me before, the child I carry will always be an illegitimate child, he/she will die anyway. You wouldn’t be sad if you lose this child, Lance Mason. Let alone feel guilty towards me, because that’s who you are. How would I dare give birth to this child?” With that, a tear rolled down.

He was sitting on the bed looking at me. Not so angry anymore. What I said to him just now was what he told me before.

I thought I saw a glimpse of hurt in his eyes, but who am I kidding? Why would he be hurt? He should be happy that the child was gone. If he wanted a child, he could have it with his wife and not me, the mistress.

“You wanted that child?” Lance asked me after minutes of silence.

I softly rubbed my abdomen which was still in pain. I couldn’t deny that I love that child, but I couldn’t imagine giving birth to Lance Mason’s child too. If it wasn’t the child of Lance Mason, of course I wanted that baby.

this baby but I can’t, I know what I am to him.” This is his words he said before and now I use it to answer

at me intensely and said,

didn’t want to talk about the child I had just lost, it was

happy, his features slowly turned to

feel good you said, how do you

• his hand on my heart and asked, “By your heart?”

was right. But looking at him acting like this made me felt like

how could I forget that you gave

weird things and

from the bed and started to pace around the ward, he looked like he was frustrated. I didn’t

he sat down again, he placed his large hand on my stomach and rubbed it ever so softly. I was surprised by his

He looked into my

“W-what do you mean?”

baby is still here! If you want to have it, have it

me?” I asked after I

the baby was strong and