My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 66

Chapter 66 I want you to beg for death 

Leo looked at me and then back at Lance, his face seemed to be judging me and it was filled with disgust. He must have guessed my relationship with Lance by now.

“Brother, why?” Leo let go of my hands, I could never forget the look he gave me, it was disgust, and hatred.

Like I was the trash beside the road, all of the good memories about me, ruined by Lance Mason.

This must be in his plan. Did he purposely brought me here and directed this whole drama so that the man I loved so much would start to be disgusted by me? This was the worst punishment I could ever imagined. Yes, I admit, Lance succeeded. He succeeded in making me want to die instead of live.

“No reason, we are grown adults. She‘s willing to give me her body while I‘m willing to give her money. You were seduced by this woman’s appearance, she’s not as clean and innocent as you thought she was. Don‘t forget who her mother is. I told you many times before, Leo, and you never listened. I didn‘t want to het you because you are my only brother, but i didn‘t want you to sink into this bullshit any further. I love you very much, brother, so I wanted you to see her façade.”

Lance finished speaking and looked at me, who was already on the ground, my knees have given out.

So, I‘m a woman like that. What a nice ‘she‘s willing to give her my body‘. If you said this is the second time, what about the first time? When you raped me and took my virginity away? 

Leo squatted down and raised my chin. His face was cold.p: “Is my brother telling the truth? JENNIE GOMEZ!” 

I stared at my ‘second brother‘, not a single tear formed. My heart had taken in all my tears, my heart wilted.

“Willing? You were willing to do that? Seriously?” Leo asked me once again.

I stared at him with empty eyes. If Leo was disgusted by me and started to hate me, then for real this time, I have nothing left. Nothing. 

“Leo, we are brothers, before mother died, I swore beside her bed that I will become powerful and protect you. Don’t blame me for doing this, this woman and me? We are just trading, a woman like this doesn’t deserve you.” Lance said. And before he left the room, he added: “Leo, Jennie said she doesn’t like the bracelet you gave her, the ruby. She prefers the diamond bracelet that’s worth a few thousand dollars. Have you seen her

 I want you to beg for death wearing it? Beautiful isn‘t it?” 

I was really wearing the bracelet Lance gave me, it was hidden under my sleeve right now. But I wore it not because I liked it, it was to make Lance happy. I never expected him

to use this as a weapon against me to hurt Leo.

Lance left the room and closed the door, leaving me and Leo alone on purpose.

Leo asked: “ Which wrist?” 

I put out my wrist, the one with my scars. The shiny diamond revealed itself. Leo looked at the expensive piece of jewelry and laughed coldly. I could sense the sarcasm and irony in his laugh. Before he left me Lao e, he said: “After so many years, I thought you were different from your mother, seems like I was wrong.”

I didn‘t know where to look at, my eyes were empty. Just before the door shut close, heard myself mumbling in a very soft voice: “You‘re wrong.” 

Leo left in a hurry, he didn‘t even had dinner and went back to America,

Lance came back in the room, i was still on the floor. He yelled: “I want to work, get out.” 

I raised my head, my face was emotionless. I said: “Did you have to do this? I know I’m not important, you can bully me however you want, but he‘s your brother, doesn’t it break your heart to hurt him like that?” 

I laughed coldly and stood up from the floor. “OKAY.” I said. 

I sat on the bed, eyes empty, recalling the time‘s when we were all younger. I remember one summer afternoon, when I just entered their family. It was very hot, and Lance handed Leo an ice cream. It looked very delicious and Leo started eating it. Lance watched Leo happily while he eats, and patted his head lovingly, saying: “Little brother, you finish you ice cream here alright? You can only eat one, I need to go do my homework.”

Leo noticed and gave me half of his ice cream. He didn’t care if i was dressed in torn shirts. He gave me half and said: “Hurry up, finish it. Don‘t let brother notice, if not he’s going to make you kneel under the sun again.”

My first ever pads was even bought by Leo. He accompanied me to the convenient store and bought it for me. 

 and called out a Leo‘s name. And beside her, I listened to her calling out for Leo Mason the whole night....)