My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 55

Chapter 55 Evil 

Lance’s evil smile gave me goosebumps. He suddenly put his hands around my neck and started to choke me. He closed his hands around my neck tighter and tighter, 1 started to have problem breathing.

“Hm? Do you want to be with him, Jennie Gomez? Just tell me, I might approve?” at this point, I’m convinced Lance Mason is the devil lord from hell. 

I didn’t want to do, so I kept trying to pull his hands away. My tears rolled out, while | struggled to tell him what I told Leo.

Just when I was about to die of suffocation, Lance let go of me. I coughed like there’s no tomorrow on my bed. Tears were falling out non–stop. 

“No, you always reminded me to be aware of my own place, so I never even thought of trying to get with him to get anything. I told him, that we are impossible......” 

I could hear my heart breaking into pieces when I said this. 

This heart of mine, has been broken and hurt many times. I stared at Lance, why is he always treating me like this? I‘m human, I have feelings, I have a heart, I can feel pain too, my heart can bleed too...... 

Lance glared at me, his eyes filled with evil. “How do I trust you? What if you are platting something behind my back? Leo Mason is my only brother, and you know I love him the most, I don‘t you, a slut, a whore, to ruin his life! Jennie Gomez, tell me, what makes you trustworthy?” 

Lance suddenly grabbed my hair and pulled my head towards his face. We stared at each other’s eyes.

I sniffed my nose and said: “I had an abortion, I‘m your lover in bed, I‘m a dirty woman.....” my voice was extremely weak.

“I love him. Yet when I was still clean, I already don‘t deserve him. Do you think 1 deserve him now that I‘m so dirty? Lane, you have no reason to not believe me, Leo is someone you love the most, and he‘s also the man I love the most, and my only love.” God

knows how much I love Leo Mason! 

I sobbed harder and harder. I think, I wouldn‘t be able to love anyone anymore after this. I gave all my love to him, I will never love ever again.

Lance let go of my hair. I fell to my bed like a ragged doll.

He walked out and stood by my door. “Love him? You don’t even deserve to love him.” He said coldly.

He then walked out and closed the door shut. I cried even harder. Yeah, Jennie, you don’t even deserve to love Leo.

During the middle of the night, I got high fever. I remembered the huge stuff Leo carried into my room, it was a heater. I switched it on and the room got warmer.

The next morning, mom woke me up to go help out with some chores. I was still in fever and felt very cold, so I wrapped myself in many layers of clothing like an old lady.

When I exited my room, I came face to face with Leo, who didn’t look good.

With my hoarse voice, I greeted him good morning.

I started the chores in the kitchen, an older servant came and asked me if I was sick, because my eyes were red. I said no and told her don‘t worry about it. Then she told me to help wash Leo and Lance‘s clothes. I sighed and nodded. 

“Boyfriend, why didn‘t I know about your boyfriend‘?” 

The warm water turned cold in this chilly weather, so I sat and wait for the heater to heat the water up. “Why are you leaving my clothes in the soap water? Are you planning to make my skin allergy?” Lance asked.

I sighed and hung out the clothes after washing. I forced myself to give Lance a smile and said: “I’m done, I shall leave then.”