Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 50: 50 Panimalos

Panimalos

Translation: revenge

Origin: Cebuano

50

"Trace?" I called out to her.

She sits on her bed as she looks back at me. Tracy was busy putting on her ankle boots, getting ready for another night out.

"You haven't talked to me for three days now since that night. I'm really sorry." I say.

She exhales. "I'm not mad at you Savannah. I'm mad at Nick."

I walked to Tracy and sat down right next to her. "You still haven't talked to him?"

"I did. The other day. I'm hurting for you too. When you told me you loved my brother, I just wanted to hold you cos he will only hurt you Savannah. He could never be giving you back that kind of love you feel for him." Tracy tells me.

I sigh.

"But I know that no matter how I tell you to stop with whatever you have with him, you won't listen to me." She added.

I smiled at her ruefully.

"Do you really love him?" She asks.

"Yeah." I answered softly.

Tracy hugs me tight right away as if she knows my pain. As if she had felt this kind of pain before. She rubs my back slowly and I wrapped my arms around her. Tracy was like an older sister to me and she treats me well.

"I love him so much Tracy... that I would do anything for him. I'll sacrifice everything for him even though it already hurts. I'll try to deal with the pain. I'll try to be strong for myself." I cried on her shoulder.

"Oh Savannah. I just couldn't stand seeing you getting hurt over Nick. I told you he's not capable of loving someone new anymore. The best advice I could give you is to give up what you feel for Nick. I'm sorry for being so blunt but I'm your friend. I need to tell it straight to your face that what you have with him will lead to nowhere. Why'd you even allow yourself to get involve?" She asks.

"I thought I could handle it. But it's gotten out of control. And right now I.." I answered.

I sigh heavily.

"I just need him. He makes me feel special." I said weakly.

She pulled herself away from me and wiped my tears. "Come with me. I'm going out and you need to party. At least have fun just for one night."

"Where?"

"The frat house."

I shake my head. "After that night, I haven't talked to Nick. I don't think I'm ready to face him."

"Don't worry. Nick isn't around today. He said he left for the weekend."

My brows creasing. "Where he went to?"

"I don't know. He didn't say."

I exhale. Here I go again, looking for him when he's not around. Here I go again, wondering where he might could've been by now. And here I go again, thinking that he's with Catherine by now, spending his weekend with her.

"So he's not gonna be there?" I asked.

She nods.

"Why are you avoiding Nick?" She asked.

"I don't know. I just feel the need to avoid him cos I thought you were so mad at me." I say.

Tracy smiled. "I'm not. I really wanna help you with Nick cos--"

"Don't. I know he's not gonna fall for me. I couldn't compete with Catherine and for the past eight years she's all he thinks about. I couldn't change that." I say.

She pushes my hair behind my ear.

"When are you gonna stop?" She asks.

"Once I've had enough." I say.

Tracy stands and pulls me up. "Let's stop being so melodramatic and head to the party. Shall we?"

I smile.

were singing to this Drake song on the stereo. My mind is still thinking about where Nick could be. We haven't had a formal conversation after we fought that night and I haven't seen him around too. I

angel!" I hear Aries

smiled at

that look huh?" He

tired. I need to party. I

a

hand and drank it all. I know it was a Margarita cos it was what I drank when Nick snatched it from my hand when a guy offered it to me. I squint my eyes and

You know what, let's

"God I

about we dance?"

I nod.

was grinding on him. I don't care who was watching. I don't care who will catch us. I don't

give him up. I just don't know when and how to give him up. I don't know how to let him go. It's

time, I'll get use to this pain but for how long am I gonna be a fool

dancing with Aries. I'm enjoying. I'm having fun. I'm forgetting a little bit. Though Nick sometimes crosses my mind. The margarita is getting into my system. I'm feeling a little bit free and wild. I sprawled

wild

a side of me

my cheek. "I love

and everyone was getting

at

to where everyone was. I say down

play as

for truth or dare." Penny

you playing?"

won't let me. Nick told him

"Okay.

out everyone's attention who'd still want to join our

accepted it then took

"I'll play."

Holy shit no.

and saw Nick joining us on the couch. Tracy and I stared at each other eagerly in synch. He was sitting down right across

to Tracy who looked shocked as

have no idea why

you

Nick didn't answer her.

shall we?" Romeo

"How about...." Penny trails.

moved to

I

game? I asked

since we haven't played that game.

don't play with them." Tracy

more backing out of players Tracy. Savannah already joined." Penny

everyone on the couches and

not playing." Nick

fun. Don't be a party pooper." Penny

exhale. "I'm gonna play." I said, challenging

do you play it?" I stared at

moved her head

Savannah." Romeo calls out my attention so I

glanced at Nick again who's giving me a death stare

before, and if any other person in the circle has done it, they take off a

is childish but

a mixture

to join and Nick was giving me the death

getting pussy Jamie

at her. "I'm

then." Nick

I'm nervous as fuck. I've never tried this game. I've never played this game

Alright?" Romeo says as he motions his finger

Everyone cheers and agrees.

never fucked in a community shower before." Romeo

was laughing and teasing Romeo like it was some kind of ritual needed to be done

Shit.

taking off their bracelets and belts. Nick is looking at me and I'm looking back. I started taking off my blazer and Nick started taking off his black leather jacket. I glanced at Alec and he was smiling at himself. Aries

that saved me from being naked while the others were already on their way to

this week." One girl

my belt alongside

never licked a pussy this week." One man said

shirt from his head and all the other females were

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