I will never be yours (Kian and Selena)

Selena pov

I have been feeling anxious these last days since Elijah kissed me, it was stupid of me to let it happen. I know Kian would have felt it.

It wasn't supposed to happen! All I did to make them believe I was dead is now out the window.

I have been avoiding Elijah at work since, saying I have a lot of work that needs to be done.

Today I am working from home, the hospital is almost done and there is some delivery coming in today. I need to se that everything is right with the delivery.

I have been training with my warriors this morning my beta Jessie is the trainer usually but today I feel the need to go and get some energy out.

It felt better when I was done with the training and got some breakfast. Heading up to my office and try to get some work done. I'm so tired, every night since I saw my mate again he has been haunting my dreams. Waking up in the middle of the night. My dreams are always the same I see two eyes in the dark and I hear a growl before he walks out of the dark with his teeth on display and I try to back away when he keeps following me. I trip on something on the ground and he keeps walking and stops when he stands over me in his big black wolf and I se the beast in him when he looks at me.

After that, I wake up and my heart beats fast in my chest. I don’t know what I think of the dream and the lack of sleep is getting to me.

” Selena! I am talking to you” I hear Emma speak to me and I turn my head to her. She is standing by the door to my office in the pack house.

for the last couple of minutes. Do you still have a hard time sleeping? You know I can make you a potion

know but I need to be available if anything happens,” I

nothing will happen” she tries to reassure me but I'm not

did you want? ” I look

of the warriors are up there if you want to go and have a

deliver what we have ordered. No one outside our pack can come in on our land. We have put up a

has ever come close to our pack. We have been blessed with all these gifted witches to help keep this pack hidden from the

are a village hiding behind

got a delivery after the truck have left we get the things by our trucks and this far no one has ever seen more than this warehouse. There are always some warriors outside our barrier and checking the surroundings for anything unusual. Not even the

left with nothing, and that makes this pack so special. We want the pack to work and

in our pack. They

delivery but everything is right. We close the doors and decide to move them early in the

outside the wind changes and I get a tiny whiff of something familiar. I freeze on the spot and try to inhale deeply to see if I can sense the smell again but as fast as it

Did you pick up something?” Jacob walks up