I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 18

Selena pov

I had a hard time sleeping last night, tossed and turned the whole night, and saw my brother's face when I looked at him before going over the cliff.

Hate that I had to do this to him!

Early in the morning I gave up and got dressed for the day instead. I have been in my office for a few hours before Jessie comes walking inside.

" Everything ready for today?" She asks when she takes a seat in front of me.

"Some new deliveries are coming and I hope everything arrives for the hospital today! Can you take Jacob and Zoey's men to guard it when it arrives?" I ask her. When I started rescuing people they stayed by my side and at one point we became our own pack. I became the Alpha and for me, it was an easy choice to have Jessie as my beta.

She is one of my family and I can always count on her.

The road we have been traveling to come to this point hasn't been easy. My pack members are the rejected and outcasts, they have all been through hell and when we shoved up to their rescue we became a tight group of people. With one goal in mind. To build the best place for us and stay together!

On the way, I came across Jacob. He was a broken soul and it took some time before he found his strength again and for me, no one could fit better than him to be my gamma. He has a heart of gold and makes sure the pack members are fine. I wouldn't know what to do if he wasn't here! This pack has grown in members and some family members have come to join us, Jacob is the one to handle everything at first and make sure it's good members we add to our pack before I take them in.

"I will! And you need to send another letter to the king's office. There are ten new members since you left and I have looked over our papers, we are about to become one of the largest packs around here. How are you going to keep that away from him?" She asks and I just flash her a smile.

"The same way I always do! And I think we already are past the biggest packs. We have pushed over six thousand pack members last month" I say and sit back in my chair.

The king's office register packs and how many members there are, these years I have been smart. I found a loupe whole and took my chance. It might come back and bite me in my ass one day but until then he has no idea I'm the alpha of this pack and since he hasn't demanded to come to visit us he took my bait!

" I don't want to be you when he finds out!" She says and chuckles