I Will Escape novel Chapter 59

When getting dressed I forgot already I don’t have my panties just for the fact, he ripped them off me. He is an impatient asshole. Now I get to bare his fucking mark once again. I hate to even look at it makes me sick in my stomach. I will never belong to him, and he knows it deep down. Alpha just wants what he can’t have.

Jazz, “Are you ready to go for a run?”

  Yes it’s been so long I can’t wait to just run as fast as I can. To breathe fresh and just feeling the freedom is so wroth it. The Alpha comes back in, “are you ready my sweet Sabrina?”

 “Yes I’m excited!

“Well then let’s go he says.”

I look at Allison I said, “hello Allison it’s nice to see you again.” She looks at me and doesn’t even speak she just nods her head. Allison do you not like me or want me to speak to you?

 If that’s the case I won’t speak to you if it’s going to get you in trouble. She then looks at me and says it’s not that I don‘t like you, I’m just too afraid to say the wrong things. Please don’t take my silence defensively. Of course thank you so much for letting me know, I was so uncertain and I didn’t want to be the cause of your abuse.

 The Alpha then says “Are you ready Sabrina?” “Watch us as we shift into our wolf; then you try to follow.” As they all start shifting, I give it a few minutes then I call to Jazz. It’s been long enough let’s shift and go for a run. I start to shift and feel so free turning into my beautiful werewolf.

I feel amazing it’s been so long since I shifted that the feeling is nothing but pure relaxation, in my bones and my body, I can’t believe the way I feel right now. The Alphas wolf is huge all black in color even his wolf is terrifying. I’ve seen him once before when his canines were wrapped around my throat. Jazz says, “Sabrina do not let him in your head.” Once he’s into your head he can come into your head any time he wants to reach your thoughts. Just follow don’t allow them to talk to you through your mind link.

 Jazz, I know I’m not going to mind link anyone the only person I ever mind linked with was my sister Tonya.

The Alpha nods and everyone takes off we follow him through the woods. We all start running faster and faster the wind blowing through my fur is amazing. I’m staying directly behind the Alpha I don’t let him get out my sight. I am not getting in trouble for doing something that I didn’t do.

 I figured if I keep up with him. That’s all that matters. Oh my God he can run so fast it feels good to run as fast as I can. Finally, I can let out this energy that has built up for so long.

I sense that he wants to mind link with me but I refuse I am not doing it. I don’t want him in my head whenever he chooses to be. I don’t care if it’s a test or not I won’t allow it.

As I run, trying to keep up with Alpha, I look behind to see if I can spot the Beta and Allison but I don’t see them. When I look in front of me again I don’t see the Alpha. I come to a stop and look around.

Jazz I don’t know what to do what should I do? Jazz says, “Sabrina it’s ok I will howl, and they should come find us.” Jazz I think this is a test I know he’s here watching me I just don’t know where he is. Sabrina just turn around and head back to the house good idea Jazz.

Knowing the reality of actually escaping now is just not the right time. If I were able to do it I would. My chances of getting away are slim right now. He probably has guards at each end of his territory waiting for me to run. Since he’s given me the chance with our run today. When I get a chance to escape again there won’t be getting caught in the equation.

 I use my sense of smell to try to find the house. I just keep going, eventually, I find it. I sit on the steps in my wolf form and start howling. Waiting for any kind of communication between the others, but I hear nothing. As I am howling my eyes are closed. As soon as I open them the naked Alpha is standing in front of me. I struggle to shift back to my human but then I do.

I’m sorry Alpha I got behind somehow looking for the others and then you were gone. I howled for you, but I didn’t hear a response back. I just came back to the house, I hope your not mad. By my surprise he smiles and says, “Oh my sweet Sabrina I think you did the right thing.”

 As we both stand there naked he gives me a blanket and tells me to go get cleaned up. We can get ready for bed. I then kissed him on the cheek and say thank you for a great surprise.

 I go inside while I’m walking upstairs I hear crying. I try to see who it is but I can’t unless I wonder around the house. I really don’t want the consequences, so I don’t go snooping, I go straight to the bedroom. So Jazz how awesome was that run? My god it felt so good.

 Jazz says, “Hell yes Sabrina!”

It is just what we needed to feel better don’t you think? I could go running like that everyday.

I think the stress would just go away for once and I can deal with all his abuse. I go in and get a quick shower I grab a comfy shirt and climb in bed. I feel exhausted after that run. I’m glad how nice of a day we had. I roll over getting all cozy I know I’m going to sleep great tonight