Clubrooms Diary

MALAYINA

May 15th 2018 

"Mikros put the mirror down and we will talk." He muttered as he took a step forward.

"STOP!" I scream.

I want him to leave, I'm so fucking confused about what I've just learned. I desire some alone time to absorb the fact that Blair was never my father, he was a sick piece of shit who would have ended up raping me. 

Though deep down, I know he's not going to leave, he's fucking stubborn and I regret everything that happened between us yesterday. I was in such a state that I would've given him my virtue without second-guessing my motives. 

I thank the Gods that I didn't gift it to him, I would've compelled the need to scrub myself raw, ridding the evidence of him claiming me entirely. 

"My mother," I whimper. "Yo..your grandfather, Amar." I drop my hand. 

He takes another step....

"NO!!!! STOP!!!!" I suddenly raise it again, but this time I'm pointing the shard of broken mirror towards him.

"Did you know?" My voice quivers as I glare at him and my heart sinks into the pit of my stomach.

"Naì, I've known about you from the beginning." He confesses, his voice barely audible. 

as a sudden wave of confusion

on it. I solely left it  in front of a house where it was being watched." He confesses. "I made

you're my Knight in Shining Armour?" I spit out with

weapon against your father. But after he approved Blair's request to sell

This whole time he had me believing I owed him a lot of money, I've been working in

ask

like he'd want me back

cut his losses with my mother and me.

eyes." I couldn't

a move against my pappoùs and his men eradicated everyone on site." He looked at

father do that was so bad that he had me

everyone had something to offer except your father. Your mother was

saw her, he was captivated by her beauty and desired her for himself. Your father stated categorically that he would not divorce her. Challenging my pappoùs and in the end, he lost his wife and his only daughter who grew up looking exactly like her mother." He raised both his hands up in the air as he slowly

beauty and my father's refusal to give her up,  Is that what you're trying to tell me?" I cry out, using my hand to smear the tears of heartache across my

harbour bridge and your body was never discovered. The only reason why he's still breathing is because my pappoùs wants to see proof of your death. Blair told him, he was actively hunting your body down, trying to make out that he was still an asset to him. If he was to know that you are still alive and breathing..." He suddenly stops talking and looks down at

me himself?" I ask him with fear creeping up my

mou." He abruptly stands, with his chest

he finds you, we're both dead after he's had his fill of you." He

by the hands of your grandfather?" I scoff

This entire time, I've been attempting to keep you safe, to keep my emotions in check in order to avoid being blinded by my feelings