Clubrooms Diary

MALAYINA 

May 15th 2018

I stand behind the bar, serving an old man who won't stop talking my ears off. I slide a packet of nuts across the countertop to him and he chuckles, saying.

"My nuts use to be hard and salty back in the days too." He runs his tongue along the top of his gappy teeth.

I cringe, swallowing back the spew that threatens to disperse itself all over the countertop. I pick up the wet rag and saunter towards the other end of the bar, wiping down the clean tables for the third time this morning. I'm sure it's collected a little bit of dust by now.

As I wipe down the table, I look at the new Samsung smartwatch, Amar gave to me last night. Caddie, Jaxson and I stayed in a hotel by his demands. He said he would feel better with us close by, where he's able to get to us quickly if needed. He invited us to stay with him but after the shower episode yesterday, I couldn't bring myself to be in his presence for long. 

After he had given me one hell of a mind-blowing orgasm, I knelt before him, tugging at his boxers with the intentions of returning the favour. 

"Òchi, Mikros." He grabbed my hands in his and helped me up to my feet again. 

"Why?" I asked him, trying to keep the disappointment out of my voice. 

"I can't control myself with you being stark naked in front of me." He released my hands, wiping my hair out of my face. 

"Oh," I exhaled with a sigh. 

"I don't expect you to return the favour." He reached over me, turning the shower off and retrieved a towel, covering me. 

I had asked him about my father, wanting to know if he was alive or..... 

I feel someone lightly tap me on the shoulder, I stop wiping the table and turn to face whoever it is that seeks my attention. 

"Yes?" I say to the lady who is dressed all in black with a nude trenchcoat on. 

too stunning and well dressed to be wanting a

asks in a

you?" I look at her

I think I would remember if I did because I usually have a

we go somewhere a little more private?" She said politely

ask why?" My body is suddenly overwhelmed with butterflies.

your father?" She looks at

heart begins to race rapidly and I feel like I'm about to

Amar ordered 'The Hulk' to kill him and they've found the body already. I just know if she questions me about

go to one of the vacant rooms in the back." I walk out

that will always give me the creeps. I quickly look in the opposite direction and open the door four rooms down from

her eyes aimlessly browse her surroundings. She takes out a pen from her pocket and uses it to push the items that fascinate her

armchair in the corner of

stand thanks." Her face contorts with

my elbows resting against my knees, and my legs bouncing up and

father was dropped off at the station yesterday. He looked

narrowed eyes, curious to hear

our wanted list for over a decade. But with the lack of resources, we were never able to find him, or you." She looks at me with sympathy filling her eyes.

sure if you know this, but your father isn't your biological father. In

her with eyes larger than saucers as I try to absorb

to tell me here." I run my

you don't, and we dont have much time before Amar will come barging through that door."

your mother thirteen years ago Malayina. Your mother's body was discovered in the Waikato river

she left me because I was more trouble than I'm worth." My voice trembles as

Your mother was six months pregnant, she was beaten severely and her injuries were consistent with

muffling my cries with my