Zero and Beauty's Breath (A Satan Sniper's Motorcycle Club Series Book 3 - 4)

Since Beggar has returned, I haven't witnessed an episode.

I thought maybe she was better, now I know I just didn't want to notice.

Since our time in the barn, I have avoided her.

I knew I was going to do it, I knew that moment was a selfish part of my doing.

For that one moment I wanted to have her and I did. I walked away from her that day, moving on with Quinn.

I was straight up with Quinn that night, I told her what I did, I gave her the chance to leave me, and she almost did. But the woman had a thick fucking skin and took it in stride.

Not saying the shit between us has been a bed and fuck load of roses, she gives me shit about Beggar every time.

But I let her, Quinn is a good woman, I know this now because if she wasn't she would've confronted Beggar about it, made a scene, did something nasty, but she hasn't.

And to show my gratitude I stay away from Beggar. She is my past, and I have managed to keep it that way these last four and a half weeks.

It slipped my mind that Beggar wasn't just any woman, she was a woman with deep bone issues and I used to be one of those people who could make it stop.

This entire month I spent some much energy hating her as she glared at me whenever I stepped in the room, her eyes accusing me that I forgot that she had real-life demons.

One minute I was cursing her for wearing that tight vest that hugged her perky tits.

She only ever wore stuff that covered her neck and back, but it was always tight.

Next, I was bearing witness to the scars of a woman who made me a man and brought me to my knees.

I screamed, “Enough” and went for her, only she didn't obey like she once did.

Hannah, After and Venus all rushed to her aid in hysterics, but what stopped my feet from moving was Killer's chair hitting the ground as he pushed all the women aside and lifted her into his arms like he had all rights to her.

Soft words from his mouth to her ear as he rushed off with her, was what she listened to, what calmed her.

Yet, It didn't stop me from following him with the girls right on my tail.

Now it is an hour later and we're sitting in Killer's room.

The black blinds are drawn, as After sits huddled in the corner on the carpet, talking in low voices with Mercy and Spade.

Venus and Hannah are on the king-sized bed. Venus lying across the end of the charcoal comforter and Hannah perked up against the headboard and two pillows reading her textbook.

by the door, looking at Beggar's peaceful form

everything, all over again, it is safe in my mind but it is there-Her and I. This woman

tortured a

away from Beggar,

left after he put her down, I didn't get

understands why he does what he does, so I would be wrong

she locks this rope

almost trapped, and I hate this

high-tail it out of

clogs my sense as I rush down the stairs,

bar, grab a bottle

and I pour the liquid in to the glass until it is full, then

need you to track Stacy. Mercy and After will be joining you. I

I keep my mouth shut,

in or has already. Any day now he'd be

assignment she is going on with Jade on collecting

like everywhere I go these days is surrounded by Beggar, she doesn't even have to be in

with her, she tried to kill my brother, she almost succeeded. His enemy is my enemy and soon I would need to face them both when he returns from his stay with my dad. It won't be

rings as I finish off

it out of my denim pocket, I SEE Quinn's smiling face on the screen and swipe the

I turn my back to Texas's eyes who hasn't left me

haven't gotten out and with all the deaths lately it isn't advisable but I got this work function here at the hospital I completely forgot about

through the phone, into my ears and I close my eyes listening to it, knowing that deep inside I know it isn't

truth is, no woman can take her place, just like no woman can hurt me like she can. And I won't let it happen. It

back yeah, I'm gonna send one of the girls

no idea what she's thinking, but I know come tonight I am sure to find out. It is one thing about Quinn I know, is shit

“Sure, be careful.”

“Later.”

the trio who were no doubt

pinned on Whisp who is the only one of

brother,” Killer questions me in that tone he uses when he

what? You fuckin' asses didn't even invite me, where's the love,” Spade announces

take it as my

down and have a beer with me, had one fuck up of a day, but got news about a couple who's been staying 'round town,” Spade says, and I grab five cold ones for

the brother got news I need

twist the cap off