Zero and Beauty's Breath (A Satan Sniper's Motorcycle Club Series Book 3 - 4)

Chapter 28 (Beggar)

Now, I just want Zero to tell me what he needs to. I want to tell him how I thought about him, how I never stopped regretting the way he found out about me.

I want to tell him how I wish that we met years ago before I fell at the feet of a beautiful creature and got myself trapped under a false sense of perfection.

I wish to tell him the facts of my life, the ugly truth that I was never meant to remain a permanent fixture in his life, that I would always just be the woman he once knew.

But the longer I stand here, facts are just that- facts.

I open my mouth to the things I have thought to say. Words I want him to hear, confessions I feel he needs, but my wants become stuck.

And the one thing I have tried to crush since I first met Zero hits me that if I was another woman the force of it would have me on my hands and knees.

The need for him to accept me is so potent. But doubt is ugly 'cause it is there reminding me of what I can't have, let alone from a hero like Zero.

But hope is a fool's courage, and I believe those words, and live by them.

Only now, as I am faced with this man, who owns the final piece of me I want to be a fool, even knowing that it won't guarantee shit. Even knowing that our stars only touched. It exploded, and for that time my dim light became so bright, showed me a glimpse of heaven.

A taste of something I was never meant to have, the goodness of love was meant for pure souls, not a filthy one like my own.

come from

about us, what I did, but

save yourself all this thinking.” His words are meant to hurt me, but I have been a woman

gave

I wonder how much of her soul survived with her. It stirs up this fire deep in me, and anger I sometimes want

down, but I keep managing, knowing soon

me a lie, do it to my face, if you want to reject me don't do it with words on a paper. I'm standing right here

sound, it is a reminder of my one day in

how he liked my fucked up voice, he said

now," he slams

jump, now I stand watching him as his actions tell me more than the words he

the sun is my witness that

leave now. I tilt my head, my eyes squinted on the man who is

be nothing. It can't come from something so strong, then suddenly die

always

think we'd

for redemption you are not gonna get it from me, so leave me the

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