You Saved Me Once Book 1

When I figure out, I’m not hallucinating, I try to lose Hayes in the crowd.

Just when I think I’m over this entire situation, just when I’ve healed most of my wounds with him, here comes Hayes stirring up the resurfaced secrets, regrets, and mistakes all over again. I don’t want to be in the same room as him again, not again.

I walk the first floor wandering around, bumping into strangers, and having drunks yell at me. It was better than going up to the second level and being mature about the situation. In the moment, wandering was even better than checking to see if my brother was al-right. I should’ve done that, but instead I’m regretting, crying, and down spiraling. I was down spiraling fast and had no one to help me out this time. There’s one person that came to mind though, Jeff.

I go into an empty room on the first floor and text him.

I need you.

-Alex

I waited for what felt like hours before he texted back. I didn’t think he’d text back at all.

Where are you?

-Jeff

I text him the address before my phone dies. Now it’s just me back to wandering throughout the floors.

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level. DJ guy was there too, stuffing his tongue down my throat. His hands were all over me and at one point in my pants. He wasn’t fully intoxicated; I was on the brinks of it

aroma is coated in acidic alcohol

groped my breast, my ass and he pinned me against a wall

I didn’t feel a thing, and I didn’t want to. As long as we didn’t have sex, as long as he didn’t enter me in

Do I feel bad, no. I’m too high to care about anything including Jeff. I’m just going off

high is threatened,

“What are you

him away from the door, but he

“So, your brother is having a breakdown, and this is what you do? Go around trying to sleep with this

following me?” I mumble, but he

his breath

having a fucking break-down now too, because of you! Just-just get the fuck out of my way!” I push him again;

I scream in

weren’t supposed to be here!!! You-you weren’t

and you fucking leave Versa again! You leave me