You Saved Me Once Book 1
Chapter 21: 11I’ll Miss You So Much
It was now the end of the week, and Friday came quicker than expected. For the whole week I ditched every class except photography, and instead did extra shifts at the Coast.
It was starting again, I’m losing myself, and the memories were coming back.
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It was about 5 months after Hayes, and his father had moved away. No one knew where they went, we all thought they would come back.
Months passed when we got the news that they moved to Hawaii. The news hit everyone hard. It got to my mother the most.
She started getting depressed, still wouldn’t let go of Mr. Bart-ley though.
I think it fueled her, fueled her long enough to keep her breathing. Even if he didn’t feel the same way.
She’d secretly call him every day. Even if that meant calling around and asking for him. He changed his numbers, not us.
I think deep down she knew the truth.
A year has passed without them, and my mother is now a smoker. She lives in her room, and barely eats.
She is hurt, she feels abandoned by Mr. Bartley. Most nights I hear her crying. It’s bad.
Maybe things went south, maybe Mr. Bartley and my mother had planned another life.
Another life, just the two of them.
Would she have left us behind?
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It’s a Friday afternoon, and I’m eating a popsicle while sitting on my car. Something hits me right in the face.
“Alex, throw the ball back over!” Adam shouts.
that hit me, bounce on the pavement. The rhythm of the ball matched my
car, holding my nose, in fear it might be
walk next door. I haven’t been over Hayes’s in years. Thankfully, it was just in the garage. This was still much; the secrets
brother, they
face, he was drenched in sweat, and he was shirtless. I could
could’ve just thrown it over.”
now, that’s great.” I mumble. He ig-nores
me in the face, you’re missing a few
ball.” He says, they both
you both suck!” I say, then throw the ball at Adam.
hell Alex! Hey, if you’re going to be
you know
Jeff?” Hayes
party?” I ask.
does the party @ your
-Rochelle
party and needs to meet some of my college peeps. Guess whose house
to bleed. Adam
totally deserve
fine, just leave
the house, grab a
now, I try to breathe. I’m one to fear blood when I see it,
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a cold shower, and put on some-thing decent. Which for me meant, flared pants that covered my slip-pers. Followed by a crop
Rochelle giggling, and laughing. In the kitchen I see her, and
Guess who is back together? I’ve missed you, where
looking at me again, he
asks. I let