You Are Still My Wife!

Idri First Person

Simon would not talk to me about anything but business. He always stays angry and irritated. He is a brother to me and I expect him to be next to me during this confused period of mine. I decided to meet Dori over lunch from time to time. I just wanted to talk more just to clear my head. I was feeling guilty for making her wait and I did not even declare that the breakup was official. This is the biggest misunderstanding ever in my life. I am sure I have feelings for Frieze and not Dori but at the same time, I am aware that I owe Dori too much. I am just trying to compensate and reimburse the time maybe. To top it all, she seems to be a changed person. She turned into a polite, kind and simple person just like Frieze. Maybe I got attracted to Frieze because of these ‘my type’ qualities.

Did I say attraction?

Well yeah!

to her. I wanted to get closer to her and know more about her. It was love at first sight. She indeed helped me forget Dori and made me realize how wrong I was to date Dori. I tried to win Frieze’s heart for two long years while Dori

Arghh!

around, come

that she was always around me just to spend time with me. All I did was ignore her and set myself always busy with my work. I hurt her so much and I did not even try to look for her when she said it was over. I should had talk things through and even break up mutually at least through a thorough discussion. But, like a loyal woman, she still waited for me to look for her and

do instead? Started spending time with Frieze trying to win her heart. I fooled Frieze and I fooled myself too. I was attracted to her as I never saw someone this pretty. I think I got mesmerized by her beauty and so I wanted her. Also, Frieze is really sassy and smart. She is intelligent and understand me before even I complete speaking all my feelings out. Maybe I thought the best friend relation we had could turn into a love relationship. These thoughts grew stronger that I used Frieze just like a replacement and I was old enough to get married. I wanted to

not affect her much. We did not even complete a year as a married couple and I am sure the quicker we depart, easier for her to forget me. I will not expect her to forgive me but I am sure she is strong enough to move on. She will also realize soon that being best friends, we loved each other a lot and we mistook it for love. She was always there for me