Why did she " Divorce Me "

Amoli's Pov.:-

It took me a complete minute to understand what he said .. and I look infront of me he is not here anymore.

' where is he ? ' I asked to myself .. and looked around but he is not here .. I heard car's engine roar ...

' is he leaving me ? ' I asked and walk out and end up running in staircase ..

' God .. why this house is so big .. ' I cursed the architecture of this house .. because it's really big house .. and I got late to reach on time .. because now his car is not even in my sight.

" What happened dii (sister) , why were you running like that ? " Advaith asked with mouth full with snacks.

" Nothing happened .. you just eat ! " I said sarcastically ... And in irritation because why his disappearance is affecting me .

Why I am feeling hurt and pain in my heart for him .. ' maybe because you are used to his annoying presence around you ' my brain reasoned .

And I hummed in agreement .

I started to walk back with several thoughts in my head .. ' I have forgiven Varun because now I believes that he won't hurt me again and he is truly sorry for his deeds .. in all these past months he haven't touch me in any inappropriate way ..

I had thought that he will live with me whole life .. from where ... Amoli .. you love him ... Oh my my .. ' ...

I came back ... In hall .. where one maid informed me that everyone is waiting for me , advaith and Varun ...

Soon advaith also came in while talking in his phone . ... He disconnected it ..

And we both went in dining room ... Everyone passed me welcome smile and I too react back with same smile .. although there is bomb blasting is happening between my heart and head ..

I served myself and took one bite .. .. yum it's so tasty ...

" Dinner is really delicious ! " My mother said and soon everyone also give according to their point of view complements ..

" Really Amoli ... You cooked so well .. ! " Said Varun's mother .. while looking around for Varun ...

" This food is cooked by Varun .. not me " I said and here .. table danced in complete silence ..

I looked at Varun's mother .. she is looking time to time at door .. for Varun .. ' mother will be mother ' .. I said in my head ..

I cleared my throat way to loud which took everyone's attention on me ...

" Varun has left from here ... So maa I mean aunty please eat your food " I said to Varun's mother little rudely without my knowledge..

Why I am feeling angry .. ????

" So coward ran away good .. now we can breath in peace " said my father ...

And soon everyone started to say their point of view for Varun ..

Like .. he is shit in the name of human or on their family ... His parents haven't raised him well .. if they had put their attention on him so maybe today he is not this ... Etc etc ...

Their every word irk angry in me ... Adrenaline rush in my brain cells .. to make me more mad at all of them ..

I slapped my spoon down and stood up forcefully to make my chair fall back ..

Everyone looked at me with surprise .. I took deep breaths while tears of frustration slide down my both eyes at the same time .

" Stop cursing him .. if he had done wrong and you are cursing him for that .. than you should praise him for what he has done for me ..

Because if you can curse someone for his bad deeds than you should also praise him for his good deeds ..

But no .. you all won't do it .. as pointing finger on someone's deed is quite easy than praising their good works ..

He did my treatment .. at the time when I had lost hope of becoming a normal that time he was with me ... I was in depression no one couldn't see it but he saw it and treat me ..

Whatever he had done wrong.. he has done it to me .. so only I have the right to say him whatever if feel like .. no one among you holds any right to curse him for what he had done to me ..

You don't know ... How down broken he was feeling when you all malediction him and attack on him before entering in house ... " I shout on them .. there face frowned in humiliation ..

" Today I am happy confidential only because of him .. now tell me .. will you praise him for it. . no ! ... Right ! .. why ? .. because he is not a good man and can't be .. according to you all .. although he had asked forgiveness from you all .. in which no one of you had faced his cruelty ... I am the one who had faced it alone ...

But let me tell you one thing .. maybe he is not good for you or to you but he changed hisself in good person for me because I worth it .. his love and care ... " I said all of what I felt ...

Because when he was saying me goodbye .. I had seen pain , longing , brokenness in his eyes ..

" And I respect him not because he is my ex-husband .. and he give me treatment .. helped me to be normal ... Not because of under any sympathy or thanking him for his efforts ...

I respect him .. the true he is .. his care .. this dinner *chuckle* .. this dinner he has made it .. he even has already made Quasar's milk bottle ready for her .. .. he used to play with me no matter how busy or important his work was ! But still he put his work aside why ? Only to entertain me so that , I won't feel bore ...

He used to give me massage whenever my body cried in soreness due to yoga's hard postures ..

He treat me like his our self .. although he is sex addicted man but he never touched anyone in these months from the time we are staying here in this island..

Every promise which he has made to me .. he complete them ..

He heard my thoughts, my worry .. in the middle of night .. whenever I got up from my sleep due to nightmares ..

He give me support and cheer me up whenever I felt like I can't do it anymore ..

He was all time in patience when I gave him hard time in my treatment by my stubbornness ..

He loves me alot .. and he changed for me .. it's itself made me to forgive him .. .. ...

And I am not ashamed of forgiving him because he is not that Varun who had torture me .. he is mine Varun who loves me " I said and cleaned my face ..

I am not sorry for my rude behaviour .. it was needed because .. if I haven't said that to them .. then they will always taunt Varun with it ..or used it as a weapon against him to make him face humiliation infront of them .. and I don't appreciate it .

" I am going back right now .. if anyone of you want to come with me can come .. I have no problem " I said in mono tone ..

I went inside my room and as maid has already packed my things with Quasar's ..

I carried my baby in my arms who is in her cry mode .. because at every night time .. Varun spends his time with her ..in this time he talk with her , plays with her , feed her milk with her milk bottle .. , and told her good night story .. although she couldn't understand what he is saying in story but still he read her story .. sometime he even has song lullaby to her .. to which she never fall asleep reather then this she woke up all night and make him her partner in waking all night thing ...

She is missing him .. and I am too ... I put her milk bottle over her mouth but she slapped it away from her hands while moving her face side to side with closed eyes ...

' She is going to cry ' my brain said ...

" Awwwee.. aweee " here she started to cry for her father ...

After my several attempts she finally accept her milk .. and soon she finished it .. and moved her head around.. in search of him .. but she didn't find him ..

her big eyes .. I rubbed my

my face back .. but with

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*Knock**knock* ...

door to see everyone is there ... They apologized to me to which I said them .. that it's not needed .. and please try to forgive him

you tell us .. do you love Varun " Varun's mother asked me nervously .. and I laughed

Hahahahaha ....

down in sobs .. because I love him .. I was going to talk

family didn't appreciate his presence

Awwww dear don't cry .. " my

.. so you love .. Jiju ? " Vahini asked me while jumping up and down and when I nod my head with red cheeks .. she than started to shout .. ' moo loves Jiju .. Jiju loves moo

I nod

week here .. so , no one is going back not even .. me ..as it's good for Varun also to realise that he can't live without us .. no matter how

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all got ready to go ... And me all trained by my mother-in-law ...

she has trained me .. this .. at first I dripped in shame and shyness .. but

my foot for your this stunt .. ' I said in my head

I have missed him in this whole week and .. Vahini .. she full time teased me with

me Varun and I will punish you for that. . .. after our marriage you will sleep on couch for

we reached at airport area .. I sit on my seat and opened it to make it large and more comfortable so that

give them my command to take us where Varun has gone ..

narrowed my eyes on them and give them challenging look which dare them

to my baby because she is not at all sleepy .. and the fun fact

.. Varun has spoiled her .. I played with

dry voice and sleepy one while

seeing my puffed

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to sleep when I saw that

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one airhostess .. she told me that we have

me while yawing .. so I was

took us in one new

we are in main city of

went back to their house after saying me by and said me to take care and they

because kashvi is in her pregnancy period so she can't travel .. so other stopped there

members greet us .. and I nod my

is your boss ? " I asked to one

is in his office " she said and I nod my head

my going

by one helper who

door .. to gasped in shock .. because infront of me .. there are several pictures of mine and Quasar's .. some are mine alone .. in some quasar

The whole wall is hidden behind mine ,

It's beautiful ...

put out a long cotton cardigan to hide my sexy

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his office ... Strange .. because guards didn't stop me from

walked to receptionist chamber

I am here to meet Mr. Varun Arora .. " I said

concentrating on her work .. she said to me politely " please show me your appointment letter or email copy of appointment confirmation .. or other document which shows that you have appointment

at my face after good 2-3 seconds ..

I had chocked her by throating her neck .. .. she stood up from her seat and stood infront of me

.. I will escort you to him .. " she said with nervously wiping her

head still feeling something is suspicious ..

yes only two doors .. while other area is

for his secretary

sir is in meeting .. " that same receptionist said moving her hand towards the one closed door

' my

angry or happy or surprised or will shout on me ' my

the nervousness of doing wrong at the

with eyes turned to me with irritation dripping face ...

with surprise and Varun who haven't looked at me yet .. looked at my direction when one man said " mam "

just continued to sit there on his place

Are you really here or its allusion ? " He said while rubbing his hands over his face and he combed his beard in

nod my head

left us alone there ? "

you to be with me .. while knowing that you haven't forgive me

" I said and his face frowned in confusion..

me teach you a good lesson '

pulled out the decorated envelope and give it

of

his face but he hide it under

there ..

You are mine .. and always be mine .. then he will kiss

smile .. I turned around with sad face but I bumped on his PA ... Who was behind me coming with a female lady who has serving tea trey in her hands

I saw that I am going to fall down and pulled

touch group ... I opened my eyes to expect Varun but .. here comes my poor fate .. because Varun's PA

at my chest not at my face .. I too followed his eyes .. oh

around my

on display ... I cleared my throat but he is still looking at my moving

he to

ripe your these fucking eyes out .. and kill you " I heard Varun's roar .. and at meantime my body flight back and engulfed in Varun's strong

.. while his front body is stuck to my back ... .. I covered my body with cardigan

his deep fast intakes of air ... His body is trembling to show how angry he is !

live my whole life with other man ... He himself doesn't know how much he love me .. and more to that he is possessive for me ' I

the employees left the room singing sorry

to come face to face with him

my biceps in his hands .. and said " what is this Amoli

What is this ? .. I am not understanding you " I said innocently patting my eyes with