Adhira Pov.:-

( Varun's mother )

After coming back from Varun's house ... I am seating in his bedroom which is in my father-in-law's house .

I am hurt .. no hurt is a small word to express my pain ... Actually it's killing me , my son .. Varun can do this ... How!? .

How can he steps this low , I have never thought of him to do such sins ..

It's all happened because of me ... If I had taught him good things , good manners , and haven't choose my career over him

.. than maybe ... Perhaps today he would have been a good person, a human being, and a good husband.

I have ruined my son's life by own carelessness .

I still remember .. I wanted to become a cardiologist but at the age of 19 I got married to my husband Mr. Gyan Arora ... Forcefully by my uncle aunty as there words used to rule in my family while my parents can't support me ..

Our marriage was a arranged marriage , but in the last , after trying hard not to fall for my husband ... I fall in love with him ... Completely.

And i got pregnant with Varun .... I was at my 7 month pregnancy when my lovely husband got to know about my dream ...

Why he didn't got to know about it before because ... I was quite reserved about telling about my likes or dislikes or about my opinions or about my life to anyone.

So, he support me and encourage me to make my dream come true .. but my father-in-law apposed it ..

Both my husband and father-in-law fight over my studying topic ... And end up making a deal ...

Which said ' if I passed entrance exam then only I will study another wise no ' all thanks my mother-in-law.

After the delivery ... I was selected in an government medical College by passing my exam.

On that time Varun was 4 month infant... But I have to leave the house as my college was in the other state ... Which was top second medical College in whole India.

I wanted to take him with me as he was so small but my in-laws was against it ... At that time I had made my mind on giving up my study but my husband assured me that he will take his good care .

At last I had to leave him here in this house .. with his grandparents and with his father .

I used to come house at my vacations and my that time is only for my son... Varun ...

We both used to play with his toy balls ,cars and there is a funny thing which he loved to do ....

Hahahaha.... He used to covered his eyes with his hands and started to shout ' mommy help me ... I can't see anything , it's dark here ' but he didn't removed his hands over his eyes .

See this much innocent he was but all ruined by myself ...

Although I am living my dream but there is no peace in my heart why ! ... Because I have lost the true happiness or the time when I can make a happy memories with my son ...

I forgot that ' with the time our dreams also change '...

And after giving birth to Varun my doctor becoming dream was turned into becoming a good mother of my son but I neglect it ..

How inhuman I was ... *Sob*.

Now I looked back at the time when Varun was small there is very small time which i has spend with him ... In which , I am feeling him , or caressing his sleeping face , or playing with him ... His first word was maa , his first step .. him all lovely dovely talk with his both siblings ... That's it ... No more memories .

Why ...

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.

It became hard when he turned 3 year old ... He used to cry for me saying ' mommy please don't leave me ... Mommy please take me with you '

*Sob*

*Sob*

*Sob*

If I had left my study then I have my innocent and pure hearted son with me ...

My son used to cry for his mother love but me .. I was blind behind my dream .. I have become a best cardiologist but I cursed my innocent son's heart under it ...

When I came back after completing my MBBS...

I hadn't visit home for 2 years because Varun usually used to cry when I had to leave the house to came back for the study

And it hurts the most seeing his crying face .

And My father-in-law had said me on that time ' If you really want to study then do your study, don't come home again and again, to make this child cry for you ... '

That's why I stop visiting home ...

After reaching home I was so shocked when I didn't found my son at home ... ... My in-laws and his father has send him to boarding school at the age of 5 ..

That's was really shocking because Varun was an apple of eye ... No one can see tears in his eyes then what happened which make them to send Varun in the boarding school .

I was so angry on them ... Even my mother-in-law didn't had any idea about it ... And both the man's didn't opened their glued mouth .

I tried to take him back to home but Varun apposed saying ' I don't want to go in that house and I am very happy here mom , go away '

with angry face and he didn't call me maa or mommy like he used to

kids words ... only his body was

their house at vacations but Varun ... He never

I again got pregnant with my twins ... As

visited me in hospital that time his face is all emotionless but his face

like you ... Beautiful ' Varun had said in his baby voice while patting Kashvi's cheeks to make her grab his one finger in her small

with me in his true self ... But only for his

also took care of my twins

both get mother love from me and the care and love which a little

on both of them while missing my Varun...

all kids equally but her one child really has a special and reserved

in my heart Varun has that place ... And still he do have

away from me , I know he

to boarding school , why he never talked properly with his father

in a proper

and love or care which a kids has

or rage covered his eyes whenever his father or grandpa talked with him or asked or tell him to

was 4 ... But I don't know what went

*Sob*

pic he is cuddling kashvi while sleeping

adores kashvi a

treat kashvi and Kabir

Varun's pic ...

each pic he is looking so

*Sob*...

really miss you ..

all happened only because

him , give respect to women's , good manners and all the good things

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Advaith's Pov.:-

out from the police station after giving them my sister's information

house where she never visited

Where did she went

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on the road while looking around , in hope that dii

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inside my home to get engulfed in a

Vahini... my little kiddo

my stomach and look down to see vahini's head

is she crying !? ' I asked to myself confused ... Because there is no sound is coming from her

whenever she cries ... Her crying roared always gives a earthquake to this house

dripping wet face after forcefully braking the hug... Her face is trembling specially

of this house ? " I asked her while lifting her chin up

anything and motioned me to carry her

What I not going to carry you ... You are heavy .. ! "

expect her fire back

wrong to her ' my sixth

, tell me I will break there teeth " I said her while carrying her in my arms and trying hard to stop her

tell me what happened

palmed her face and

beside her .. and said her " aww my panda bear is really strong ... Tell me why are you crying Babu ... You are strong right than stop crying my panda

(brother in Vahini language or

what ? ' this

why are you talking like this ... Huh ? " I asked

will be hard for all of us to handle her

maa and papa both where fighting ... When you left home .. I don't know what they where talking as they both where fight in there room ... But I heard maa saying ' I don't know anything I want

was crying badly .. I also want my moo back , did something happened to my moo ? " Vahini said and asked

has went out of country with .. hmm.. her husband " I said and last line with clenched jaw

" Ohhhh.. "

was crying

because she is missing her " I

not here ... I have to handle the things with patience

father's words and I knocked on his room door ..

Come inside advaith " papa said while cleaning his

to them and pored water in glass and gave them to drink .. both drink the

.. the important thing is that we

.. if I had listened your words than my amu will be with us today " papa said

she got to know about this then she is become crazy and will make all of us crazy with her aggressive nature " I said and tell them that Vahini was a step

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