When Perfect Meets Crazy
Chapter 42: 41 - His cover had been blown and he was in trouble
I warned Ian not to show up at my school today to avoid fueling any doubts about my side of the story but I expected him to meet me at the library afterwards. I assumed he would. It was routine at this point and I was dying to tell him about the Claire drama.
But he didn’t show. All day long.
I wasn’t proud of it but I looked up, every time the library doors opened, half expecting, half hoping it would be him.
It never was.
He didn’t creep in through my window when I got back home either.
Objectively, I knew I was due for an ‘off’ day from him considering all the stalking time he had put in recently. It had been about two weeks without him bailing even once so, yeah, he was entitled to some time off. For some reason though, I felt incomplete without him around. I was already so used to his constant presence that his absence completely threw me off.
He was nowhere to be seen the following day either. I couldn’t stand it. Two ‘off’ days in a row wasn’t abnormal based on past precedent, especially at the beginning when he first started following me around. I wouldn’t have batted an eyelash then, but now, I was antsy. On edge. Reeling, even. I was used having him around all the time. Even when I didn’t want him. His sudden unexplained absence left me unsettled.
He was a no-show the day after as well. And the day after that too.
Anxiety had its claws deep in me. It didn’t help that I couldn’t shake the niggling fear the he had been made. That his cover had been blown and he was in trouble. My date with Trevor went awry because of it. I didn’t have Ian’s phone number but I figured he had mine so every time my phone buzzed, I hoped, prayed it’d be him.
It never was.
Trevor couldn’t stand the fact that I was so distracted over another guy on our first date even though I explained that I was only worried because Ian was probably in trouble.
“I’m sure his girlfriend will make sure he’s fine,” Trevor said.
“They broke up,” I informed him, anxiously checking my phone as it buzzed again after the last message from my stupid service provider. “Anyway, she doesn’t know what I know,” I added absently.
This time, it was a text from Olly informing me that our mom would be home in two weeks. The case was apparently finally wrapping up.
At my addition, Trevor frowned. He cocked his head to the side.
“You know more about him than his girlfriend?” His tone was less than ecstatic.
I glanced at him, taking in his accusatory stare.
“It’s not like that. He didn’t tell me. I figured it out. Sort of accidentally walked into it,” I explained.
“And now they’re broken up.” He fixed me with a meaningful stare.
like that. I didn’t get between
likes you,” he
distance. I don’t know. It’s complicated.” I gave a one shoulder shrug, my eyes narrowing in irritation. “He doesn’t like
Simplify it or let’s call it
eyes narrowed, annoyance clear on my features.
wasn’t the type to take ultimatums well and while I realized that he wasn’t asking much, I couldn’t help my instinctive need to push back. I didn’t like having my decisions weighed in
I don’t feel that way about him and he doesn’t feel that way about me. I, however, don’t like being ordered or given ultimatums. And a boy I only just met who thinks he’s in a place to do that
he looks at you.”
need to get
after the party, going on about you like that.” He shook
shaking my head to clear it of thoughts of my
he
earphones and stubbornly forced my attention back to the book open in front of me. It had been four days. If by Saturday, he didn’t show
to my room swung open and Olly
prayed for patience. Then I took off my earphones,
turned
heard about you and Trevor,” she
my eyes at
or ultimatums. I make them,” I answered. “You know
threatened you?” Surprise blossomed
I corrected.
she chewed on her lip. “That
we’re
leaning forward. “The ultimatum. What
choose between him
the thought of his request still annoyed me to pieces. More than it did the first time at that. It made me want to drive to that damn tattoo parlor and hit him over the head with
chose Ian.” Olly’s eyes twinkled, a
I gritted, eyes hardening. “I don’t respond to ultimatums. I kicked him to
“No, you didn’t.”
“Yes, I did.”
didn’t,” she repeated, eyes
what would you call it?” I pursed my lips, exasperated.
Johnson. You could’ve