Undeniable Attraction

Chapter 40

I was kind of ashamed to go back to my parents, I could very much have gone to a hotel or something but I didn't, I needed them. I rang the doorbell and my mom opened it.

"Shayan, Evie." She exclaimed surprised to see us.

"Sheila who's at the door?" My dad asked

"Dad," I said hugging him. We did a family hug and I smiled. I missed my family.

"You came on your own, what about Kelvin?" Dad asked noticing his absence.

Throughout the ride here I had thought of what to say if they asked. I wanted to tell them the complete truth but I still felt obliged to keep the contract a secret.

"He's at work or home," I answered.

"You didn't come with any luggage, are you going back soon?" Mom asked.

"No. I'd be staying here for a while," I answered ashamed

"What did he do? Don't tell me he sent you out" dad angrily said.

"No, no, no. He didn't." I tried clarifying.

"You left him?" Mom shouted.

"It seems like we'd have to sit down and talk," Dad suggested and I agreed with him.

"Come on Evie, let's go in," I said carrying her inside.

"We'd talk about it after dinner." Mom said and I nodded.

I carried Evie to my room and we sat on the bed. "I miss daddy." She sighed saying.

"I do too, "I admitted sadly.

"When are we going back?" She asked again.

"I don't know Evie," I answered honestly.

I don't know if I could go back if he'd want me to. If he'd even want me back or bother trying to get me back. He was right, we should have talked when I was calmer. I shouldn't have made a decision when I was angry. I wasn't even that angry or stopped to be. I guess I overreact sometimes. Maybe I just want to see whether I mean anything to him as he claims. If he wants a family with us.

"I thought you said everything was okay." Mom said as I walked into the kitchen. She was making dinner and I came to help her.

"It was and then I just ruined it. I don't know why a part of me still feels like I shouldn't forgive him easily and that's what I did."

"Oh, Shayan." My mom said shaking her head as she passed me some vegetable to slice. "Do you regret it?"

"I do. I should have been more patient. He changed mom, he was putting in a lot of effort and I just ruined it."

"If he loves you he'd come back to you." She said patting my back.

"I hope so mom," I said nearly in tears, how foolish was I?

"Don't worry he will. How's Evie taking it?"

"She says she wants to go back and misses him," I answered chuckling.

"I can imagine. You're not going to stop her from seeing him are you?"

"Of course not mom! She can see them anytime, as long as he wants to." I said and Mom smiled.

"I can't wait for you to have your own big happy family." Mom squealed and I chuckled.

"It's not going to be so big though." I sadly said.

"Does he know?" I know she was referring to me telling him about not being able to give birth and nodded.

"I know I'm not supposed to but I kind of blame him for some things and I really need to let go if I want this to work out but I don't just know how." I cried out in frustration.

"You have to forgive yourself first Shayan. I know more than anyone that you blame yourself. For sleeping with him, falling in love with him, everything that happened. You have to let go Shayan, it was meant to be. Free yourself of the guilt you carry." She advised and I nodded.

I needed to hear that, I have to work on myself. "I'd try it. I want things to work between us."

"Don't worry baby it will," she said hugging me.

"I love you, mummy," I said and she laughed.

"You just sounded like Evie." She smiled saying and I chuckled.

"I know right. I love it when she says that." I said smiling.

"And I love it when you do."

We prepared dinner and ate, now it was time for the talk.

"So what did he do this time?" Dad asked

I replied and he

me that Shayan. You wouldn't have

down I knew he didn't and the next thing I was saying things I didn't mean, dropping

warned you about your anger, don't make decisions based on them. Don't

and I'm regretting it, dad, all I do is hurt him every time he seems to get closer. I'm scared, scared of loving him again,

this time you admitted it." Mom chirped in. "And that's the

the lazy way out. You shouldn't have walked out like a coward. Stop denying your feelings for him or the attraction you have it's undeniable. You're just going

I should do." I cried out in

do

had to let go of everything, every single ounce of hatred, anger, anything working against this marriage. I have to work on

it well," I

you've made your choice," Dad said and

my decisions." I said and mom laughed

done for me. I don't know what I'd have done without

They replied

there would have been a smile on both our faces. I wondered if he was thinking about me if he hated me for walking out on him. With

Mom said as I came to the sitting room the

I sighed and he brought out the package and I knew

roses and there was a little note attached to each. I took it from him smiling, it was thoughtful of him

told me to give this to you." He

asked, noticing the flowers in my hands she asked another.

going to come later. What do you think about the

pretty." She answered smiling and I did

does it say?" Mom

"Aaaaaw." She squealed.

to the

a minute when my phone rang

Did you get the flowers?" He

I answered smiling. Hearing his voice felt

Evie said excited and I

He asked and I could hear the

you, daddy. When am I going

Evie. We'd see soon. Be a good girl to mummy

girl already. You didn't get me flowers." She

you next time okay. Can you give the phone to your mom

"Tu me manques."

you speak in a language I can't understand," I said

understand aside from English?"

What does it mean?"

did it brought butterflies to my stomach and I smiled. " Do

nearly facepalmed myself. I was doing the opposite of what I was

I didn't do anything with her or

you call?" I

and to make sure you got the

got them.

He said and I nodded.

back later okay. I've got

I said dismissing

chirped in

"Bye princess, love you."

daddy." She replied smiling as they ended the

he didn't say he loves

I smiled while watching her, I was really glad she liked

the note on the first rose which was "I'm sorry." The next was "Nothing happened between us Shay.". There were others like I couldn't sleep last night without you. I can't stop thinking about you. Come home to me. I miss you. The more I read the notes the more something tugged

could visit Rosie. Evie and I bounded very well, we had a quality mother and daughter time. Night came quickly, dinner had ended. I had put Evie to sleep and was laying on the bed half expecting Kel to call. My phone vibrated,

his voice sound so sexy every

to keep my excitement at bay. I

your day?" He

"Good. Yours?"

I miss you." He admitted and my

again. "If you don't want to talk it's fine. I just wanted to hear your voice

in

West." Him calling me West really sunk deep. I was a West now

I've been waiting for him to call and when he finally did I ruined it. I didn't sound enthusiastic because I didn't want him to think I had forgiven him and I wasn't even mad at him any longer. I really should start expressing my feelings towards him. All my thoughts were on him as

Evie said

than strawberry. Admit it." I said

"Nooo." She stressed laughing.

we were playing in the sitting room. The doorbell

She squealed when she saw the person on the other hand

was shocked to see him I wasn't going to lie and

her on the cheek twirling

smiled watching them. I didn't notice his gaze on me. "Shayan." His words

nearly the way he

so much Shayan, the both of you." He said walking

you doing here

to talk things out between us."

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