"Hey babe, do you need help with anything?" Kel asked sneaking behind me kissing me on the cheek.

"No, I'm almost done," I answered smiling.

I was making dinner for us on Sunday night, Evie was at home and we felt like a real family. Throughout the week we spent time bonding. After dinner, we snuggled on the couch to watch a movie. We were sharing a blanket and munching popcorn. I rested my head on his shoulder while carrying Evie, he had his hand around my waist leaning in on me. It was like a family night and it made me wonder how we would have been if I had told him if we hadn't broken up. Evie would have had the chance to grow up with her father and Kel would have been there for us. Since Kel and I kissed and we've been on a good note I've been feeling guilty. I wanted to tell him but I didn't want him to go back to hating me. I couldn't concentrate on the movie and kept on thinking of how I'd tell them.

Soon enough the movie ended and I took Evie to her room.

"Mummy can I ask you something please. Promise me you'd do it." she pleaded.

"I don't know if it's something I can do I will," I promise

"Great. I want to meet daddy on my birthday." she requested.

Her birthday was two months from now. I had enough time to tell them. Poor girl doesn't know she sees her dad every day.

"Would you do it for me mummy?" she asked nervously

I sighed before answering. I was bound to tell them anyway. "I will."

"Thank you, mummy. I love you." she excitedly said hugging me.

"I love you too Evie," I said smiling. "You'd have to promise me that you won't hate me or your daddy when you find out."

"I can't hate you mummy but I hate daddy. He doesn't care about us. He didn't visit us once, not even on my birthday." she was crying now and I was.

"Oh, Evie it's not like that."

"I don't care. I just want to tell him what a horrible father he is. I'd rather have Kel as my daddy. " she said and I just broke down. This was an opening to tell her but I just couldn't say the words.

"So you like Kel now? " I asked instead

"Yes, I like him now but not the way you like him," she said and I nearly laughed. How does she even know I like him when I don't know yet?

"You can't hate Kel right?" I asked

"Only if he hurts and leaves mummy," she said and I smiled a little. I just hope she doesn't hate both of us.

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I asked for the

surprise," he answered

"Fine." I huffed preparing

to prepare our things for a trip, I've been asking him where our destination was but he refused to answer me. We

The plane is someone beautiful and we're the only ones in it." Evie exclaimed and

Kel," I informed and she let out another

her first flight, I was too. Lucky girl got her first plane ride by five and mine was at 23. She

you're still not going to tell me where we're going to? " I

times you ask

" Evie asked and he chuckled

Soon Evie fell asleep and I

"Why are we going on this trip?" I

a little. I like how he was putting effort into whatever we were but I felt like I couldn't be happy, at least not yet. He still doesn't know anything and when he does

bothering you?" he asked with a genuine

we kissed and have been on talking terms all I feel is guilt and sadness. I felt like I didn't deserve him.

talk to me, please babe." he pleaded holding my

tears away, his thumb gently brushing my cheeks. He's going to hate me when he finds out, we'd never be together.

Shayan, what's

"It's nothing important, don't

and I'm worried already.

I

right for you to talk to me but if you ever need someone to talk to

from falling. How did we even get to this point? They're going to hate me, I

" I started, I

he hushed putting his fingers on my lips. "Don't rush it, tell me when you're comfortable, I'm not forcing you to do so

said releasing myself from his grip and he just

anything wrong

"It's not

that bullshit?" he said letting out a

of things I'm dealing with Kel, I can't have anything with you not until I've settled some things. There's no point in

you Shayan," he

doing that but it never worked. Whatever you're dealing with let's deal with it together." He said almost pleadingly holding

just talking Adrios, you'd hate me then you'd leave me again. It's not a difficult task for you." I don't even know where this

five years what makes you think I'd hate

what you did, it's always going to be in my memory. I hate you for everything you did Kel and I can't just act like I'm okay with that." it wasn't the truth and it was better for him to hate

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