Undeniable Attraction

Shayan wanted to bring her little sister to my place and I wasn't excited about the idea, I kinda like children but she was just a mini Shayan, she wasn't a regular five years old, she was just going to give me trouble like Shayan. I finally gave in to her coming and when she did I hoped she'd be nice.

"Are you hungry? Should we go to our room? " Shayan asked

"She can get her room if she wants to," I suggested, it was not like there wasn't enough room.

"No, thank you," she replied rudely and I gave her this what's wrong with you look while Shayan scolded her.

She mentioned something about the house being beautiful and when Shayan said it was mine she said it wasn't then stuck out her tongue at me. She was such a kid and I laughed at her childishness. I thanked her smiling and she said I shouldn't smile at her that she didn't like me and I just remembered Shayan.

My friend Carlos came over and I knew he and Shayan never got along but I don't know why.

"Shayan, how have you been?" he asked and she nodded, who nods to a question?

"You didn't tell me you were coming."

"Just decided to drop by. Do you have any food? I'm starving. "

"Why don't you drop by at the restaurant then? " she asked and I couldn't tell if it was out of pure innocence or?

And when I told Shayan to cook up something she said Shayan wasn't a maid. She might not be a maid but she'd was a wife and she had to do these things. They went to the kitchen together while Carlos and I talked.

When we started eating Carlos exclaimed drinking water and Evie started laughing. I had a feeling she did something to the food so I ate cautiously. Thankfully mine was okay. Carlos was screaming and jumping trying to soothe the spice drinking enough water. He might be my friend but it was funny. Even when I asked her she admitted to it like it was no big deal and when I told her to apologize she stubbornly refused. The girl was stubborn than Shayan, her parents shouldn't have allowed them to spend more time together. I laughed a little when he left. It was so funny I couldn't keep it despite how angry I was.

"That is not a way to treat guests. I wouldn't tolerate your behaviour next time." o angrily said leaving the table.

Later Shayan came to request for a nanny and the helps to return. I've been seeing how she'd have to clean and cook after coming back home late. I had to say she's hardworking. The little girl came out of nowhere asking if Shayan was my maid when I refused to grant her request. I swear she acted like she was Shayan's guardian angel or something. They came back to the kitchen later and Evie invited me to watch a movie with them but I rudely declined and she looked a bit hurt before saying she just wanted to be polite. I later felt bad for talking to her that way and went upstairs with a box of chocolates as a peace offering, she assumed it was a bribe but later accepted it.

I stayed behind when the movie ended, I wanted to just be around her. We talked about Evie a bit and I just stared at her. Gosh, she's beautiful, I wanted to lean in and kiss her, even if it was just a goodnight kiss on the cheek, I just wanted to touch her but I know she wouldn't react well and it was too soon to show my emotions. Instead, I bid her goodbye.

On the day my mom invited us to dinner looked stunning and I wanted to compliment her but I just appreciated her beauty from within taking her hands. I liked holding hands and waist, any small touch with her was like a dream come true. Immediately my mom saw her she started accusing Shayan of not feeding me and Shayan said nothing so I came to her defence saying she did which she does and when my mom suggested another girl for me to take care of me in all ways I nearly laughed, she didn't get that I just wanted Shayan.

"Mom, I'm married to Miss West here, I don't need any other woman." I had meant it when I said that. She was the one I wanted, despite being with other girls my heart craved her the most not just my body.

After dinner, my mom wanted to talk to me privately and so I followed her.

"I don't like that girl and you know it. " my mom felt like it was Shayan that turned me into a manwhore which she thinks ruined my reputation making everyone know me as a playboy.

"I'm not telling you to like her, I don't like her either but Thai doesn't mean you should look for ways to get under her skin. You should ignore her as I do."

She also talked about telling the twins about the marriage. I know it'd hurt Tess who believes we're soulmates and I feel like she wouldn't speak to me again if she knew.

When Evie and I spent some time alone it was kind of fun, she didn't act her age most times and talked sensibly. It amazes me how someone so young could be that smart. I talked to her about some things going on in the company, it was just easy to talk to her, she gave some pretty nice suggestions and we got pretty close that day.

What I wasn't expecting the next morning was to have Evie jumping on my bed like it was a trampoline. I was mad, I was having a dream about Shayan and me which she ruined. If it was a dude I would have taken my frustration out on him but she was just a little kid. I started tickling her and she was laughing in seconds, her laugh was contagious and I joined in. She asked a question that threw me off guard which was. "Why don't you and Shayan sleep together?" she was inquisitive, she asked a lot of questions she answers.

question, "you don't like her do you? "

us to be together. She

Angrily I went upstairs to her room wondering why

ready? " I angrily asked barging into the room only to see her still

looked to be in discomfort as if she was

just my..." she

she nodded a little. She was just so

I asked hoping to be of help.

I'm fine thanks

and I saw

know you're not fine so don't pretend to be. " I know she had the worst cramps ever and wouldn't come to school sometimes because of

before bringing her in. She took so

When I started washing her hair I noticed she sighed

"But if you're thinking of me touching

to be touching me at all

in her ear. "No, it should sink into yours that

before I had her. She was still being stubborn playing hard to get but could she hate me that much not to feel attracted

and it would be worse since she wasn't going to be there so I had to leave and sent someone to watch her. I was so mad when I came back from work later that night. Things with the client

trip and decorated a room for her princess themed. I figured

skin and she was always quick to react but what I didn't expect was for her

Adrios." she angrily said

I smirked saying. "And you were the worst

rile her up but her throwing a mug at me was out of line. I wouldn't tag her as the best but it was lovely because there was love involved and the fact that she had given me her virginity made me feel special.

that she always denies it was annoying. She's the reason why I couldn't let any girl close because I never got over her, she was all that I thought of. She left after our argument and a few hours later Maria called me that Shayan hadn't been out of the bathroom since she came. I was really scared and worried about her and I realized I cared about her more than thought. I rushed home and kept on knocking and it didn't open. I thought of many bad scenarios that could have happened and I was so relieved to see that she was just sleeping and then I was slightly mad. My

sick as I predicted and I decided to skip work to take care of her, something I've never done for anyone. My time and work were very important to me but now that she's in it she's more important than that. I just hope that we move past this anger and hatred towards each other. I took care of her in every way I

long I came out and saw the world beyond my office. When we got to the rollercoaster ride I was surprised to know that Shayan was still scared of heights, it was really funny. Even Evie wasn't scared while Shayan kept on screaming in fright. And when I was trying to win the teddy for Evie and told her to

fit. It's like she just waits for me to open my mouth then starts to

The guy Shayan slept with so you can imagine my anger when I saw them talking. He even gave her his card hoping they can rekindle their romance but I wasn't going to allow that. She just walked away and I threatened him badly. I wouldn't hesitate to beat him

few minutes later I saw her coming out of the restroom adjusting her clothes. What happened in there? I was expecting to see Jason but instead saw Carlos. So she was doing this for revenge, trying to

here? " I angrily

here groped me in the bathroom and when I refused to

a lie," Shayan

public. She kept on saying she was innocent of the claim, kept on insisting she didn't do it but why will Carlos say that out

was the one touching me and I only kicked him because of the lie he told you." the sincerity and vulnerability in her tone made me believe her and realize just

opened the door it was Carlos. She slammed the door on him the first time and when she opened it the second

has no right to come over to my house, call my wife a bìtch and

it at him and it brushed his arm, the glass flying around the room. I haven't seen her like that before. She looked ready to kill and could kill him but I get her anger. He tried raping her and still lies that she's the one that tried to. I can understand how she feels now, especially with me not believing her. I was supposed to be her husband but I didn't even trust her, not a bit. It was very bad of me and I felt very guilty. I just gave her more reason to

she asked when

you.." I listed stroking her hair gently. " I'm

to me still yet you didn't believe me. Did you know how I felt when he touched me, do you know how disgusting and dirty I felt? You didn't trust me at all Kel,

and when she said "You didn't trust me at all Kel" that broke me. Like she was expecting me to but I just let her down and hearing that broke my heart. Hearing her say my name after so many years did something to