Chapter 8 Coping
Emma POV
I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.
My mate doesn’t want me.
I am not good enough.
My brother thinks I am weak.
My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.
I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.
I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.
I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.
We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.
I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.
I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.
I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.
“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”
I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.
“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”
There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.
Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.
I heard him sigh and walk away.
My day started full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain and misery.
ceiling and wishing the pain would go away. It sort of worked. By the time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was better, bearable. Maybe
the kitchen and started making breakfast. Half an
They always met at our house, had breakfast, and then they went and done their Alpha and Beta duties. Sienna just went
the training ground in an hour. I decided to get ready and get there early. I couldn’t stand being in
I quickly got dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face. I sighed and unlocked
door,
brother
me and came
stared at
are you going?” he asked
I
is early.” he said. “And Jacob is
growl
back on my
my brother said nervously. “But you didn’t eat
am not hungry.” I said and walked through
closed them before he could
the training grounds, and
and gave me
doing here? I was just about to go get
he noticed how
he asked, worried. “What
I said quietly.
he asked and wrapped me in his
couldn’t he be
my mate.” I whispered in his
away from me to look me in the eyes. He left his hands on my
it?” he asked me. “And
him. Those words didn’t want to leave my mouth.
talking, but
up at
so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve that.
slightly and sighed. “Well, I guess it had
he?” he
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