Chapter 8 Coping

Emma POV

I never thought I could feel this much pain and survive. My whole body is trembling, and my soul is in pieces. There is a huge hole in my heart, and I don’t think I will ever be able to fix it.

My mate doesn’t want me.

I am not good enough.

My brother thinks I am weak.

My mate rejected me. He will have a new Luna, and I will have to look at them every day.

I don’t know how I came home. I don’t remember the path. Pain clouded my vision.

I left Logan and Andrew in the forest, and I just started running away.

I couldn’t go back to the cave. I didn’t want them to find it. It would mean that I wouldn’t be safe there anymore.

We always used masking spray before coming into the cave. But Andrew and Logan came close to finding it. I guess it was because of the mate bond. Logan could smell me better.

I started walking to my room. I shut the door and locked it. I didn’t want to see my brother. I didn’t want to talk to him. I wanted to be alone.

I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I just wished I could feel numb. Not happy. I didn’t think I would ever be happy again. The best I could have hoped for was numbness. Maybe I would be able to achieve that. Maybe the pain would burn through my body tonight, and in the morning, there would be nothing left but numbness. Like poison. It burns, destroys, and leaves.

I heard my brother opening the back door and running upstairs. He tried to open my bedroom door.

“Emma?” he called me. “Emma, open the door, please.”

I stayed silent. I didn’t want to talk to him.

“Emma, please.” he said. “Let me explain.”

There was nothing to explain. I was a weak, small she-wolf, who could never be good enough to be a Luna. Or Logan’s mate.

Andrew tried to talk to me a few more times, but he gave up when I refused to answer.

I heard him sigh and walk away.

My day started full of excitement, love, and new beginnings, only to end in pain and misery.

ceiling and wishing the pain would go away. It sort of worked. By the time I was supposed to get up and go get breakfast, the pain was better, bearable. Maybe

the kitchen and started making breakfast. Half an

They always met at our house, had breakfast, and then they went and done their Alpha and Beta duties. Sienna just went

the training ground in an hour. I decided to get ready and get there early. I couldn’t stand being in

I quickly got dressed and tied my hair in a ponytail. I looked in the mirror and my lack of sleep was clearly visible on my face. I sighed and unlocked

door,

brother

me and came

stared at

are you going?” he asked

I

is early.” he said. “And Jacob is

growl

back on my

my brother said nervously. “But you didn’t eat

am not hungry.” I said and walked through

closed them before he could

the training grounds, and

and gave me

doing here? I was just about to go get

he noticed how

he asked, worried. “What

I said quietly.

he asked and wrapped me in his

couldn’t he be

my mate.” I whispered in his

away from me to look me in the eyes. He left his hands on my

it?” he asked me. “And

him. Those words didn’t want to leave my mouth.

talking, but

up at

so sorry, beautiful. You don’t deserve that.

slightly and sighed. “Well, I guess it had

he?” he

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