Touching the Heart of Ace

What the hell was I doing?

I squeezed my eyes shut. I was not supposed to be okay with this. This was wrong!

I... I...

I had to get out of here, fast. What the hell was I thinking? I was in no way okay with this. I was not! Then what the hell was last night? What were we doing?

I wiped off my tears.

Robbie was not mine!

Get it in your head, Ace. He was starting a family and I was wrecking it. I wanted to hate the situation I was in.

I was in here trapped, I hated being here waiting for him, I did not miss him; I did not want him. I did not lose my control; I did not like him being in me.

The power went off unexpectedly. The wind was slamming our windows and Robbie loved ruckus, he thrived in chaos. More the chaos, more in control he was. The windows should be closed; Robbie was not letting me.

??I am here.??

Of course he was. It was dark, but not dark enough not to know him standing behind me. ??Did you love my gift??? His fingers playing with the chain, purposefully brushing them against my skin.

I pushed his hand away. ??Robbie.??

We needed to light candles, or find some backup power.

??Ace.?? His lips on my nape. ??You are beautiful; do you know that??? I licked my lips, it was dark, no one would see that, not even Robbie.

??You have a very beautiful heart. I have never met someone who is as beautiful as you. You! Sweet Bloody Jesus. You are perfect.??

No one would know, it was dark. I could feel, I did not have to control my emotions. No one would see.

He was warm and hard. Hard for me. He made my blood boil with need.

Everything poured out of me. I was wild and Robbie, he destroyed me in the most delicious way.

Every pain he made to my body I gave it back tenfold.

His lips were bruised, his back had nail scratches and some were angry red with dried blood around. His shoulders bared my marks, but his left cheek, I had to plaster it. I had sharp nails and I clawed on him in pleasure.

No one had to know, it was dark. Only I knew, why this was different.

??This is how I want to spend rest of my life.?? It was early in the morning, the power was still out, he was tired and satisfied with his head on my stomach.

What had I done?

This was not how I wanted to spend rest of my life. Hiding from the reality, eating the forbidden fruit and burning myself in the fire of my personal hell.

I was already getting addicted to the taste. I had to stop before this was too late. Too late for me to save myself.

Robbie forgot his wet clothes in the shower. And that was my sign. His t-shirt was a bit too large on me but the sweatpants had the string. It was good he was late this morning, or he would have noticed and I could not escape naked.

I was ready, all I needed was Robbie to come back. The shower was on, I was standing close to the wall, breathing slowly and carefully.

Waiting and waiting. This was no time to lose patience.

I am so sorry, Big Baby. I knew he would be sad, angry but I had to.

You have a child, Robbie and that is not something I can overlook.

He loved to toy with me always. Opening the door, he waited until I was in the living room and he would close every mechanical shit he had installed, staring at me. He wanted me to know there was no way I could open any one of it, without him.

If it was digital, I had a chance and he was not taking any ??risk??.

There he was! The creaking of heavy metal plates, it took everything in me not to peek. He would not close it until I was out of the ??shower.??

He heard the shower as expected and he was busy with his phone.

Were the investors still troubling him?

Not the time, Ace! I could stop the malware after I had escaped.

My heart dropped to floor when he suddenly looked to the bathroom and took a step back almost brushing my body.

I barely managed to slither away to living room without him noticing. The door was half-shut, I could slip through. For once I was glad I was lithe.

But...

half my body was out...

mouth open and eyes widen

my ears, I had to run, and I

hear him screaming, and I did not

myself from the catastrophe that had the

many stairs! How

was a huge-ass building with millions of people and no one knew I was in confinement above. Or no one cared. But I had stopped banging on the door quite some time ago. Exactly the reason

a park filled with families and

There!

??ACE!!!??

than I

park to a nearby small forest, I could hide

I had to run.

a father. I should stop because he still wanted

me forcing me to

??LET ME GO.??

??NO!??

left hand at the same

let out

hold of hands and crossed them making a cage of myself. I could only

will never

bastard. I do not want to

he had the guts to fuck me

I thrashed hard.

you

for that??? He purred making lewd motion with

??An...and for touc...hing me...??

??You should. At least you would get rid of me for

time? You will be gone

sit there without trying

gleaming. He was

Go.?? I hissed

??Nope.??

the police right now. Let that

a gun

Shit!

waved the gun, demanding

stood in front of me and I

troubling you? I can

in front of Robbie and he

you to get away from him.?? She did

a

you running and screaming. Were you guys

being sarcastic? I stood in front of Robbie and he tried to put me behind

he see the fucking

to worry dear. I got this under

We were not playing tag. I was running

She would kill Robbie.

a bit to left.?? She was going to

Ma??am. It

man had cornered you and you were asking him to let you go. There is no misunderstanding.?? Why was she

my lover.?? I squeezed my

person other than

to lie. He will

lover.?? The things my big baby made

why were you running away

away from me??? The bastard crossed his

My jaws dropped. Seriously?

I am going to call the police.?? The lady

was running...I was running... because...because...?? What

with heavy Russian accent

Oh triple shit!

one.?? She announced still not taking her eyes

he was not!??

glaring at

was glaring at

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