Touching the Heart of Ace

??NO!??

I woke gasping to an empty bedroom.

I fell back almost sighing in relief which later turned into laboured breaths. What was the dream about? Was there Robbie in it? Ever since that day he jumped on me from the alley, I was having this realistic dreams, mostly with him in it.

Robbie had to be in this too. He controlled me even when he was not near.

Stop thinking about him the first in the morning, Ace.

Well, 2 am is also morning.

I wished I had someone to talk to. Someone who was mine.

??You will come with me.?? I was trying real hard not to fall for his acts. I did not want to be that side-bitch.

I deserved better. I deserved someone who was mine.

But no one would take care of me like Robbie did. No one would buy me a chocolate cake in the middle of night, just because I woke up dreaming about it. I hadn??t meant to wake him up; I just needed a sip of water, but when I came back to bed, he was wide awake.

??You slipped away from me.??

I rolled my eyes. ??I was thirsty. Well, I was hungry, I dreamt of chocolate cake, so I drank water.??

He got dressed and got me a chocolate cake, seriously. I felt so bad about it after, but it was sweet.

Both the cake and him.

??You will get me fat. There is no way I can burn these calories before sleeping.??

Robbie loved a good challenge.

We ??exercised?? with heavy dose of chocolate icing in between.

I wanted a chocolate cake right at this moment. If I had a boyfriend would he go out in the middle of night to get me one? No, he would not. Because normal people did not go out at night for cake. If he was kind enough he might get me one in the morning.

I could take away the hunger with water, though. I cracked my bones and went to the fridge. Ned??s apartment was tiny, with tinier kitchen but huge ass fridge. Made no sense. But he lived off frozen foods, until I started cooking out of nowhere.

One day I was going through pizza hut brochures and the motivation struck. I had been cooking since then and of course, Ned came, along with Rupert and Julian got a whiff too and now I was cooking every other day for my pets.

Yup, pets.

They adorably blinked at me when I said I was going to call the delivery. I had my little minions, under my thumb. well under my cooking.

and that was stretching the truth a bit. Liz was still on enemy territory and these people did not have a chance. He was jealous of my own mother and

was I was so dependent on my mom. He

on the fridge, letting the coolness of door numb

He had no place in

a chap stick, but he would not apply it. He hated anything gooey on his face. I used to pull him by his dick to get him apply moisturizer

the things you put on your face, love. Please, don??t do this to me.?? He would rub his face all over mine and ??... there! I have enough goo on me, now.?? Then he would run

My big baby.

Stop it, Ace.

opened the fridge and thinking about how dehydrated Robbie must be and a

A small box.

counter and it

my Angel, don??t worry about

I hated him.

him

How dare he!

He had no right.

no fucking right to

cake when I took my dinner ingredients

veranda, opened the windows and there

he in

apartment screaming his name was taking

Whatever!

he wanted to see me, he would have seen me. I had my cake, drank water and

nothing better

his wife??s cravings. I did not

I had nothing do with him. That I had moved on. I had a boyfriend,

I had moved on.

clock seeing it was only 3.30, I decided to postpone my call to Jason about

Robbie cucumber or watermelon juice

sound of my

was my

what is

early to fight. Please, Jace wait

me, it is a prank

braced for the lashing out and

FUCKING

I hated when Jason went to