Touching the Heart of Ace

There was something missing.

I felt like not doing anything at all.

I scrolled through my codes to find some kind of motivation to finish my current work, but nothing was working so far.

I thought about grading the class test, but it could wait until next week.

It was getting better; the class average was increasing steadily.

The students got over getting new T.A fast. There were occasional flirting and teasing going on but nothing I could not handle anymore.

Except The Twins.

I kind of got used to buying Julian, one of my classmates, regular lunch to take care of Dr. Cooper??s class.

It reminded me of other Julian; my student Julian.

He was one of the good students who really cared about their grades.

When he called me to his desk during the self-work-out time, I thought he was sick. Turned out the poor soul was troubled because he had no idea how to solve one problem.

??I do not know how to do this.??

??Let me.??

The guy was going to cry.

??It happens, don??t sweat it. You are here to learn things you do not know.?? I gave him an encouraging smile and went through the question.

I saw the guy next to him inching closer and put his hands on Julian??s back.

I was about to call out on him when I saw Julian visibly relax under his touch.

Oh, they were close.

??You are unable to do the problem because the question is incomplete. To be precise, there is a printing error which merged two incomplete questions to one.??

Julian gave me a smile so dazzling. I shook my head and checked the publications.

I winced. ??I will suggest some other texts if you come by the library at 5. p.m.??

??Thank you, Sir.??

??No mention. Could anyone please lend me a red pen???

I saw several pens extended to me from highlighters to glitter pens.

I took a normal one making sure I was not touching any hands. It was like walking on a war field with land mines.

I checked the answers on the back and deduced the questions.

??Alright, I will write the correct questions on the board and please note it down. The questions in the text book might be a bit more complicated, but the bottom line is to draw the circuits and find the acceptable range of voltage.??

??That is so hot.?? Someone whispered when I leaned on the wall after walking along the lanes. I was not sure if I was supposed to hear that.

??I still don??t understand how you find this guy a daddy?! He is a twink! A hot twink, but still a twink. He is androgynous, for fuck??s sake!??

??But he is not.??

??You know, daddies have to be over 6 feet, hairy body and gigantic. Mr. Scott is what, 5 ft 10? 11? You have more body hair than him and you are a girl.??

??No, no... It is not about looks. There is this video with a guy like him, cute, lean and hot. He had chained a black giant??s neck and made him walk like a puppy. I am telling you, he is one of those. I want to be his pup...??

What in the name of Crucified Christ!

??OKAY...?? I boomed making all the students jump from their seats ??Take page number 10.B.102, exercise 2.1.1 to 2.1.10. Questions may be tricky but the answers are simple. You have 30 minutes to finish starting from...now.??

??I will send you that video later.?? The voice whispered again.

I wanted to rub my sweaty palm on my slacks but that would come off as nervousness which I would rather not reveal.

I made sure everyone left the classes before bee lining to nearby wash area.

I had a bad case of sweaty palms this session.

I heard hushed whispers from the bathroom.

??What did I tell you about worrying???

??Not to???

and the other guy in deep embrace and I was intruding to a very private and intimate

??Oh, sorry... I will...??

sir. Please. We are

wanted to

aside without taking his

as fast as I

me paper towels from the dispenser. ??No problem, Sir. Henry

you. I love you.?? I was still intruding in their

do not be late to your next

my bye and walked away with this feeling of

since then. But the feeling was still

my wallet was tempting me to go out

use

had I lost

not even sway to the music in my room, shower was now just a chore, baths became somewhere I could ponder my mistakes and renew my

was quite at

was to have ??fun??. In M.I.T, we

you are in

make sure the tracking app was still running

not disclose my real

no way Liz would tell anyone anything, if beaten to

as long as I was bringing home good

So, I was safe.

in another sim for the day and texted Jason about meeting him at Phoenix

in case he went

had my

went in the club the cab driver

the fake ID card

but it was my first try in this club so

could at least tap my feet

say no before they

men. Was that

on from every awkward, hurtful and demeaning situations

you are not his type.?? I gave a customary glance to the

heart stopped when

it was not

who had same hair colour

my

??Buy you a drink???

fuck you.?? I was rude, but I ran out

I am not disappointed. But, I figured. So, what

??Bourbon neat.??

drink but

strong. Bad break

snorted. There had to be a relationship to break

here you

the glass and was

drank this

sigh and the Bourbon

My favourite.

had warm and

guess. You looked like a vodka guy. Am I

thank you.?? I

ordered another lemon drop

Another one.

Another.

Another.

Another.

was complete without

Wnt u.

Babe, where are you?

Misssssssssss u

miss you too. Changed the

dnc.

to dance with

Lv u.

Dave.

wasted and

this man was him? Even

when tried to stand

easy tiger.?? He steadied