Together Forever

Warning: The following chapter contains a lot of swearing, mild violence, and self harm. So my pretty angels, if you are not comfortable with these things, you shouldn't waste your precious time here.

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Ethan's POV

Since when I started to change?

Since when did I begin to behave like this?

Definitely, she is beautiful, utterly beautiful. But she isn't the only one. I have seen a lot of beautiful girls in my life. I always thought they are a bundle of attraction. If I was attracted to any girl, just one night and the chapter closed. That's how my life has been going so far and I was totally fine with it. Badboy hasn't been my title for nothing.

Then in her case, why isn't all the same?

Just why?

What magic those blue-greenish eyes hold that made me rooted to the spot the first time I stared into them? The way she was looking at me, the way her eyes were blinking, Why did I forget how to breathe?

Being near her makes me forget everything, I don't have any control when she is around me. Just a few days' acquaintance but seems like forever... Why?

A question with no answer

But one thing is for sure; it's not an attraction. It can't be. Attraction doesn't make someone feel like this. I don't know what this is. How could I say if I have never had this kind of feeling ever?

The first time I saw her, I knew she was different but I couldn't understand she was this different until now when seeing her with that guy, making me feel like to crash down everything.

If it was just a fucking attraction, I wouldn't want to rip that hand off of him which is touching her.

She lied to me.

She fucking lied to me.

She told me she was sick and I believed that. I came to see her. I was worrying for her what I don't do for anyone. And here she is talking to her boyfriend?

That day she lied to me but now can she deny that he is not her boyfriend?

But...

Why do I care?

Did I ever care which girl has a boyfriend and which one doesn't? Did I ever give a fuck about this stupid stuff? No.

God! Every freaking thing is different when it comes to her.

But whatever the thing is behind all of this, the one thing I know at this moment is that...

It hurts

is hurting seeing her with someone

it just doesn't seem

is there anything I can

No

am not

I. am. not.

some control as I watch them both staring at me. That guy has a confused look on his face and

when our eyes meet, I see her face has turned pale. Her eyes are staring at me in horror and a scared

of a fact. No matter how much of an awkward situation you are in, the world wouldn't stop.

the shock and forces a smile turning to Nick.

my business partner." She says with a nervous smile

genuine smile and holds out his

want to punch you

Mr. Jones, he... he

Miss Gray," I reply curtly and glare at her as she stops, fear flashing

stupid in front of me, I reach my hand

"Hello, Mr..."

meet you by the way" He

nice

Glad to meet you finally."

you know

I nod, "Oh yeah, Miss Gray told me about

"Oh, I see."

a smile and move towards Evelyn as her face turns paler if that

said you were not feeling well. You should

"I... Actually...uh..."

You are sick?" Nick asks as he reaches her, concerns in

so much.

should have told me when I asked you. Now let's

snap at their entwined hands. Evelyn too watches that and then stares at

I feeling like I

in my chest. Never in my life, I met with this unknown feeling. I can't say how it feels. It

things started

she entered

change, unaware of

too. But I don't see her with the same eyes I see others.

She is so sacred, like an

everything she does. How she talks, how she smiles, and everything. I don't even know how time passes