Their End, My Beginning

On the way to the club ‘Devil’s Drinks’ I called my buddies Neocount and Gabriel. Neo and Gab are my business allies that became my best friends.

We entered the club and went to the third floor and walked straight to the VIP section that was behind a red curtain with a bouncer. The club had three floors. One has the normal club with bar one side and a dance stage on the middle the second floor was for strip dancing and third was VIP section where if we want we could ask for private lap dances with drinks in a room that was to left of the door after we passed the bouncer or else walk right and it is just like the first floor but with famous people. As I was a usual visitor here and also since I was quite famous, the bouncer let us in without asking for our names.

I just wanted drink, but the guys wanted lap dance too. So we went left.

Obviously, the lady gave a lap dance for me too, but I pushed her off, surprising the guys. They sent the lady off and asked what the problem was as I usually never declined any woman who approached me, so I explained to them while drinking the events that took place after Carvens coming to my office.

They looked at me with big annoying grins on their faces. I instantly knew what it was.

that word.” I groaned at

we didn’t say you are in looove.”

it hit me. I was still madly in love with her. I decided not to waste anyone’s time and go

she looks at me. She still loves me, but not as this new me. I think it is better to talk things with her and tell her everything about me without leaving any facts. I definitely have come into terms with my still existing feelings towards Kat and since she too loves me, I think it’s better to talk things through and get back together with her. But after ‘the talk’ I will give her two choices. A. forgive me,

me, we date again and I will never go back to the ways I was. But if she doesn’t forgive me. I don’t want to think about that. I hope she forgives me. But if she doesn’t, I won’t blame her I mean I myself haven’t forgiven

will not bother her anymore and we will act as if I am just her client who needs

but at the same time I will respect her decisions. So, if she says she can’t forgive me I will accept that, but then too I am not going back to how I

a determined look on my face they understood what I decided and both of them said nothing, knowing whatever I chose was for the best and all three of us drank celebrating my love.