The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl)

"I think you need to go and rest darling." Brenda's mother told me as we walk out of the kitchen.

"I'm fine mom really." I assure her she was so worried about me and I understand her.

"Are you really okay? Brenda aasked me when we reach the stairs smiling at me.

" I'm fine love really I just wish I could stop having this flashes really I just want to have a normal life it's all. "I said walking up the stairs with LJ's small hand in mine.

" Maybe I can do something."Brenda said next to me as I look at  her.

" What?

" Compel you." she told me as I just look at her not knowing how it will help any of my flashes.

please stop joking around." I told her walking

me just compel you to forget that everything had happened for this week and then I will

for all of you here in this house when she is born. I don't care about this child and no Brenda  just leave me the yell alone!

care about you you became a problem for me I don't want you I don't need you just die okay I scream hitting on my

hate you I hate you! Scream throwing  and destroying everything in my away screaming so

this door please I heard Brenda's voice calling for

hate her, I hate her. "I

spoke knocking on the door but I just couldn't I hate this new life of mine this is not the way I wanted to have this child and I can't stand having her in my body she is disgusting she is dirt and make feel more and more dirty I can't even kiss Brenda probably she can't even touch me and then I get those stupid flashes I can't live like this I can't I just wanna die and never came back. How will I ever make Brenda happy I scream and push my wardrobe away seeing it fall down broken on the  floor hearing yells and screams out side

my skin and hearing Brenda call for me to came back and I just know she would follow me so I transport myself into my old room of the house of me and mother. My room was very dirty and dust I walk up to my bed seeing the drugs still on my bed the same way I have I have left it. I thought Norma was here to clean up the room  but why

plastic bag with so many white stuff in it making me growl as I pour some on the back of my hand and snuif it through my noise sightimg as the calmness took me over. I throw myself back on the bed waiting for it to sink in but it was just no enough as I pour a little more on my hand and snuif again making me laugh so hard hearing Brenda's voice in my hate not to do anything stupid. I suddenly froze when I think about Brenda's words and the way the baby was

start to hurt so much as I couldn't understand what's happening to me so many voice were busy talking in my mind and I just couldn't stop it