The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl)

I close the door behind me when I step into the room sighting as the reality hit me, I stand with my back to the door, breathing heavily as I heard my friend giggle outside the door as she and Jacky left for school. I'm so happy for her, I'm so grateful that's she happy unhappy like me.

I scratch with my hand through my hair, and slide down to the ground with my legs close together with my face bend on my knees, I scream out all the pain, guilt, stress, all mix emotionally feelings that overwhelmed me out of my system as I finally cry my eyes out.

"Oh heavenly father, please help me, lead me through this path and guard me for I need you now", I silently pray in my heart still feeling my warm tears on my face.

I know I was wrong but why don't they see my point of view, I just need to get out of here, I miss home my own bed and now I must hide in this room this big house full of vampires and a mate who doesn't even glance at me for one second.

I wasn't able to sit into this position when I felt a cramp in one of my legs as I try to stand up and throw myself on the soft bed that was covered with a beautiful black blanket with white straps in between. I lay on my back with my eyes fix on the white pattern ceiling, my mind drift off to Brenda's face expression this morning during breakfast. Damn was she hot, and it was turning me on even thou she wasn't talking to me.

She is so angry at me that she even has my place at the table been replace by her daughter, who also didn't even glance at me like always. I felt the guilt running down my body, a tear roll down my cheeks as I can't explain how I'm exactly feeling. I did apologize even thou I know they weren't exactly going to forgive me just yet and I'm not going to stay here any longer.

I have over stayed my welcome, I felt the change in the room this morning when I entered the dining room, everything suddenly changed, Brenda suddenly didn't wanna have her breakfast and since I'm going to spoiled the mood everytime I'm going to walk up on them I rather pack my things and left, so that they can be happy.

I gathered my things that I haven't already packed yet in my suitcase and put it in my suitcase and check for more things Im not willing to leave behind. I don't know if this is really what I exactly want but with Brenda ignoring me, I can't stay here anymore. I need to be me and enjoy life, I'm still young and not able to be a house wife just yet. I don't know what I'm going to do with all the things that has happened  this few months and the things I knew about supernaturals, its still so shocking for me but I guess I have to pull through this. But how Will I ever over come the fact that Brenda said that we are not save yet to go home what does she exactly mean by that.

hands looking in my direction with concern and

my hand in hers and lead us to the bed to sit down. You didn't have breakfast so I thought bringing it here, since I have heard you going to study from the exams", she said looking

Humm, yes mom it's better if I just continue with school, which I really don't know if I'm sure about it. I have so much on my shoulders", I told her biting on my lower lip trying not to

smiling at me as she put my lose hair behind my ear, I know my baby and I'm here for you if you

and smile, "I know MA and I love you too, is just everything is to much for me I can take this fighting of Brenda and the others. I don't even get a chance to go out been my self, when did I ever took chrissy out since

"why don't you talk to Brenda about what you feel and what you want and stop fighting, is there even a normal conversation between you too because all I can see is that you two have been always fighting you guys

I asked her while taking a bacon from my plate. I'm not going to stay here any longer with me having exams to study and with Brenda who doesn't wanna talk with me, is to much to handle, it's working on me to know she is angry with me and with her

up and try to

going to study you will find me in chrissy's room", I Told

things I have said about them. I'm so confused not knowing should I knock or just walk in which makes me scared to just walk into this room knowing she can kill me. I knocked on the door calling on her name  not knowing if she going to let me

on her bed curl into a ball crying with her back to me. Sadness overwhelmed me as I felt really bad to hurt someone so harmful and so small and sweet. I walk up to her bed and

out so that I can talk with after she was satisfied with the pain and stress from crying it all out. I'm really sorry for everything I have done really. I didn't mean to hurt her the process, I felt my heart crack seeing LJ so broken because of me who suppose to be her mother and to love her and embrace her not making her cry and sad. I'm going to be a bad

has finally stop, I kiss her on her soft hair hearing her sobbing and try to stop crying. I relax feeling her soft cold fingers playing with my fingers giving me goosebumps by her touch the same effect her mother has on me making me smile to think about her mother touch on my Body. I remove that nasty though from my mind and kiss LJ again on her head as I felt her shift seeing her