The Silent Alpha

***Vanessa*** 

....5 months later...

"So how long have you and Christian been trying?"

Dr.Lila asks as she sanitizes her hands and puts on her gloves.

The sterile medical room is anything but comforting but I put on a brave smile and answer her.

"We've been at it for months," I lie.

She didn’t need to know Christian barely touched me ever since Natalia's lie came to light.

The b***h was gone but she was still getting in my way.

"Does it hurt when you have intercourse?" she asks.

I roll my eyes at her.

"No.Christian is a true Alpha.He only gives me pleasure," I smirk.

Dr.Lila gives me an uncomfortable smile.

"Okay,"

Dr.Lila nods, checking the stir ups and instructing the medical assistant to hand her the speculum.

"Just relax for me.I'm just going to take a quick look inside and take a few samples.Make sure everything is okay.Alright?"

I puff out my chest in pride.

"I'm in perfect health, doc.You'll see.Moon Goddess must be waiting for the perfect time to bless me with Dr.Lila doesn’t seem convinced but I could care less what the old cow thought.

I would be carrying their Alpha soon enough and Christian will forget all about his little brat with Natalia.

I bite my lip uneasily and lay flat on my back, counting my breaths as I feel the cold metal tool enter me.

A small whimper escapes my lips as Dr.Lila expands the tool and scrapes at my walls with a large cotton swab.

She hands the samples to her assistant who quickly puts them away in glass test tubes.

Dr.Lila then inserts her gloved fingers inside and gently presses against my walls.

"Hmmm...A little swelling in this area," she observes, moving her fingers a bit more.

I don’t like the sound of that, but quickly push aside the thought.

After a thorough examination, the doctor removes her fingers and prepares the transvaginal ultrasound probe with some gel.

The probe is a thick plastic tube that will take a full image of my uterus.

I remain on my back as the probe enters me, my hands gripping the sides of the bed in discomfort.

My heart pounds inside my chest as Dr.

Lila surveys my uterus.

"There's some scarring on the fallopian tubes..." she says, staring at the screen intently.

"Are you sure you haven't been feeling any discomfort in your pelvis? Any bleeding, discharge, difficulty”

 "Yes, I'm sure," I nod frantically.

I was starting to get frightened.

"w-what does the scarring mean?"

Dr.Lila doesn't answer, still scrutinizing her screen as she examines more of my uterus.

I start to panic.

"Your Luna is speaking to you! Answer me, damn it! What does it mean?"

I scream at her.

Dr.Lila frowns at me and sighs in annoyance.

"It means...you could very likely be sterile..."

One week later....

Dr.Lila puts on her glasses as she studies my test results from the pelvic exam.

"You tested positive for gonorrhea," She says.

"What?" I snap in indignation.

"A-are you calling me a w'**e?"

A blank look overtakes her face and she shrugs.

"I didn’t say anything.You came to that conclusion on your own," she replies.

An overwhelming anger boils through me.

She would have never said such a thing to Natalia! Without a second thought, I raise my hand and slap her across the face.

"Remember who you are speaking to, Doc.I am your Luna," I snarl.

"And I will not tolerate you mocking me!" I settle back into my seat and wait for the doc to continue with her assessment.

symptoms for your gonorrhea and as such,

your infection led to pelvic inflammatory disease for which you also appeared to have no symptoms.Your

understand a word she was

I take some antibiotics and am good as new?" I ask, a bitter taste

get rid of the infection but the damage is

pity lingers in her

permanent.I'm sorry to say this, Luna,

blankly at her,

stomach, mourning the loss of

my throat as

her feet as well and places

where you got this

scream, tears spilling onto

wrong! You're f*****g wrong! my own eyes and the

it again!" I snap, taking her tests and tearing them to

because you are

her lips and

times as you like, the results will

and grab her by

again,"

"NOW!"

...

5 months later...

hag was

time again, I was tested and probed by several doctors only to be

give Christian the pups

spread like wildfire of my infertility and pack members grew restless about my performance as

of my mind and Christian was

sending scouts in search of Natalia to notice how unhappy

matters worse, I've been feeling

were faint like little pinches

explanation so I've decided to ask Christian

hope he’s

his office and to my horror, find him nose deep in some lowly omega's p***y, growling

jumps up from the desk onto her feet and fixes her skirt, her face flushed with embarrasment.She was

looks anything but pleased to have his activities interrupted and orders the omega out of his office.She quickly scurries past me, mumbling an apology under

the sound of her voice and I

back tears as I turn to Christian.I had betrayed my own

of me and betray our bond as Alpha and Luna

could you?" I ask, desperately trying to keep

done for you, how could you turn around and do this to me? I'm your

you cannot give me a son," he

as a Luna when you can't even give me

mouth but feel my words dry up in

to his feet, a smirk curled on his lips as

warm fingers wrap around my throat and I'm suddenly pressed up against the

for being such an inadequate making me believe you

is slammed against the wall, little

fact that my pack needs a Luna, trust me...you'd already be six feet

to my face

into a million pieces as he lets me collapse onto the ground like a worthless

my level and grips my jaw between his fingers, forcing me to look him in the

find my mate again," he

get too comfortable with your title.You are half the Luna Natalia was and when I find her, you will go back to

lips against mine, forcing his tongue down

dressed,"

an Alpha meeting in two

walks away from me without even looking

and

couldn't I just be

 ***Christian*** 

found another body on the pack border.Female.24.Omega status," a

bodies this month alone,

stare absentmindedly at the floor as I remember how Jack tore open the omega's

border so

to his word, Jack killed a pack member every

pack members and it was getting harder and harder

was almost uncontrollable, unable to bear being apart from her and our son

Our son...

our child was

must be about 3

told him about me?

guards

you've failed to capture the

the guards in the

assume you

slamming my fist against the

pack territory and kill our

we are doing the best we

all my might, the soldier

I know the bastard is just waiting for me to let my guard down

"Then do better,"

face close to my

if you don't, I'll make sure the next dead

Kill him, Jack snarls.

the soldier to the side and

then, Beta Derek

"What is it?"

as Jack bangs against the

in a