Chapter 8
I avoided Ryker for the rest of the week. Well, I avoided him as much as I could, considering the fact that I was living in his house and passed him on ever corridor. He also made sure to sit with me whenever I had to eat and to keep a close eye on me because he didn’t trust that I wouldn’t hurt myself.
I have been here for a week now and I don’t know if I’m more or less terrified than I was when I arrived. He hasn’t said anything about us being mates and 1 am scared to bring it up. I don’t know what exactly his plans are for me and I am terrified to find out. His silence could be a good or a bad thing but I don’t know him well enough to come up with an answer.
A part of me wishes I stayed with Tyson because at least I knew him and I could predict his moods and responses. With Ryker: I’m in uncharted territory.
When he arrived with my breakfast, I was contemplating whether or not to talk to him about it and it must have been obvious on my face because all of a sudden, he sent the maid out of the room.
As soon as she left he turned to me, “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t understand,” I was wrecked with confusion, “What do you mean?”
“You have been biting at your fingernails and picking at your food for the past ten minutes. It is either something is wrong or you aren’t happy with the meal.”
“Nothing is wrong with the meal.”
“So something is wrong with you,” I stayed silent, “I’m listening.”
“Why am I here?” the words flew from my mouth before I could stop them, “You’ve kept me indoors and I understand why; I just don’t understand why you won’t just reject me. I wouldn’t be hurt by it, I swear.”
“I’m not rejecting you Camilla,” his voice was curt but somehow warm at the same time, “And I have not kept you indoors. because I am hiding you; I have kept you indoors because I wanted to give you time to heal and get used to the environment before you had to start meeting people.”
“My feet are healed now,” my voice was a whisper as I pulled up my feet to show him.
pain and without it bleeding. That didn’t mean I stopped using the fluffy sl*ppers though. Quite the contrary actually; they
we could go
manner in which he spoke to me. In all my life, no one has ever spoken to me that way: like I was worthy of their words, like I was their equal and it warmed something in me but at the same time put me on edge because I didn’t
because he simply wanted something from me.
convey because he gave me a curt nod and walked out of the room. Shortly after, the
in the living room. He led me outside to where the carriage was waiting and he opened the door
small space with him. Our knees knocked against each other with each bump of the carriage. I could feel his domineering
I could feel the weight of his stares on me but I kept
of my attention and I
say it was
feet hit the floor, all eyes
a mute cream color. All the windows were made of tinted glass. so I couldn’t see
because he slowed his steps and came to stand right next to me. I was confused and unsure by his actions and tried to fall back but he quickly anchored his hand at my lower
in my throat. I saw an unfamiliar expression cross his face but before I could decipher it, he had
as we walked and the moment we moved past them, whispers followed. It reminded me of being back at the Two Moons pack and I was grateful for Ryker’s hand that kept me from running out of the
back.
By the time we reached the bottom, my mouth fell open. It was
changed into casual clothes. As soon as they sighted us, they stood to their feet and there was a chorus of Alpha’ I knew
is Lauren?” Ryker
to take a shower; she should be out in a few minutes Alpha.” One of the guards replied, never taking his eyes off
in my office.” He didn’t wait for a response from any of them; he led me back up the stairs. As
and led me up the stairs to the fourth
and opened it and my
right of the door we came in through and further to the right was a large balcony that overlooked the entire pack house. To the left was a huge filing cabinet and a door that I can’t help but wonder what
latter feeling because the last thing I should be doing is getting attached to someone like Ryker