The Lycan King

Chapter 19. Wolf

Avalyn

I was coughing too much. The burning sensation in my lungs was dimming. Then suddenly I felt air fill my lungs and I woke up with a gasp. I saw Master's concerned looking face looming right above mine. He was drenched. He was the one who pulled me out of the water. Why did he save me? Did he really care?

"Are you okay?" He asked me in that soft voice of his.

No. He didn't care. He never cared to correct my bad behaviour but he was going to punish Natalia for something she did. He was not?my?Master. Was I not enough for him? Did he get bored with me? Was he with other women all this time he showered me with sweet words? All this time when he made me believe he liked me and wanted me as his luna? Especially when I was falling in love with him.

My heart could not bare more wounds. I was tired. I really really want to give up, to die.

Tears leaked through my eyes. He tried to wipe them but I pushed his hand away before he could touch me. I didn't want him to touch me anymore. I don't think I could bare his or anyone's touching me now. Whom to trust when the one who claims to be your soulmate betrays you?

But he never said that he wanted to mate me. He had implied it many times but never actually?told?me. He never said he wanted to mark me.

I never expected anything from Emilio so I was never disappointed or shocked by his cruelty. But I expected Nikolai to be so much more. He gave me?hope. He gave me a new life. If that isn't love then what is?

"Why did you pull me out?" I rasped out. My throat was scratchy. His eyes widened by a fraction but I caught that he was surprised.

"Why did you go in?" He asked me instead. His eyes seemed so gentle and caring. But it was all lies. I know it now.

"You said that I am a free person now and I can do whatever I want. And right now, I want you to leave me alone. I want to kill myself. I want to be with Papa. I want?peace?Nikolai." I said as more tears fell down my cheeks. I pursed my lips so I don't start crying.

His eyes darkened and his hand griped my wrist hard enough to bruise. I took it without flinching.

Try me, I've had worse!?I dared him with my eyes.

I looked dead in his eyes, as if I was not affected at all. "Let me go." I demanded.

"You are not going anywhere." He eyes flashed but he managed to keep his voice controlled. Good. I wanted him to be angry. I wanted to hurt him as much as he hurt me.

"You are not my Master." I uttered the words that plunged a hole through my heart.

Hurting him is not what I want.

What do I want then?

him to care. I also want him to punish me sometimes. I want things to go back to the way they were.

so we both were standing

I can do whatever I want. I said let me go Nikolai!" I demanded,

on both my ass-cheeks made me realise that he spanked me. Twice

let you go. You wanted me to punish you

it didn't feel right anymore. I would have given

house and I could feel everyone were staring at our wet forms, there were a lot of men in the living room than

He

told him, holding my

I know I do. But I couldn't submit to him like this, not forcefully. I did it because I loved him and not because I was scared of him. I would die before I submit myself

did you just say?" He whispered, sounding

walked in the washroom, closing

warm. I took off my clothes and

hand that was going towards his shirt buttons. He wanted us to shower together but that was not happening.

back to me. I didn't know how normal relationships worked exactly but I knew it was not like what he did to me. Was yesterday night a lie? Was everything he told me was a game to

clench his fist

except a shirt of Nikolai's. I didn't want to be naked in front of him again so I wore it and walked out. He was sitting on the bed with his head in his hand. I ignored him and started

you going dressed like this?" He asked

I want and and go where I want."

didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry, I wanted to vent out my anger and frustration but instead, I forced my

to our room."

can't." I whispered and shut my eyes. A few tears

be, I can't be with someone who cheated on me. Maybe he cared but just caring wasn't enough. I understood that now. Love, trust, respect and loyalty

"Please,?Moya Lyubov."?He begged.

call me 'your love' after this?" I whispered as I

not want to see his expression, afraid that I would

you think it is. If you would just let me

I can't, at least not just yet." I said, finally looking in his eyes. I wanted him

I'll sleep here if

to compromise. I walked into our room and locked the door behind me.

and sat on the hanging swing chair that Nikolai had bought for me as a gift. He said that I would

reminded me of

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