I pick up my fork, starting to eat again now that my temper has improved along with my appetite. Feeling light and merry now, and ravenous once more.
“I like you when you’re like this.” He nods over at me, a happy expression on his face, eyes almost twinkling.
“Like what?” I look up innocently, the steak is so tender that I’m now savoring every mouthful. Appetite fully restored.
“More relaxed. PA mode on hiatus. When you forget to play cool.” It sobers me slightly, he has a way of making me forget myself when we are kicking back and much like now, it startles me. I don’t like letting that mask drop, I don’t like people seeing too deeply. Especially not him.
“It’s hard to focus when you ply me with alcohol,” I return a little too quickly, trying to reel in my controlled facade once again, pushing the glass away from my plate.
That’s enough wine.
“Maybe that’s why I do it.” He smiles softly, but it makes me suddenly uncomfortable. I ram food into my mouth and stare across the restaurant, looking for a diverting topic.
I gesture toward the far window with my fork, and he turns to look at what I’m pointing at spotting the movie star too, he looks back at me shrugging.
“He’s an asshole … I’ve met him. He’s a bit of a diva, and I mean look at him; he’s wearing a god-damn flower brooch … If that doesn’t scream closet gay, then I don’t know what does.” He shrugs nonchalantly, but for some reason this makes me laugh unexpectedly and causes me to choke on my half-chewed steak. I erupt into a coughing fit which has me grabbing for my wine, in an effort to dislodge the lump in my throat before I die.
“Jesus, Emma, don’t have a coronary over seeing some asshole Hollywood big shot.” He’s laughing at me now and I throw him a pained look. I gasp for air, thumping my chest to push my steak down and inhaling heavily.
“Fuck you.” I manage weakly, with a smile.
“Swearing at your boss is good grounds for dismissal … gross misconduct.” He jokes and tops up my glass again with a wink, highlighting the fact I just drank it all without meaning to.
“So, fire me.” I throw back, slugging down my red wine and finally clearing the food that is still caught in my throat and intent on half killing me. Not caring about intake while choking.
and grasps his chest in a mock horror response before he chucks his fork
head; I’ve drunk too much wine, feeling
plate. I take it without hesitation and let him pull me with him, then
many times have I let Jake touch me
walk behind him contemplating this fact, staring at our loosely held fingers. It’s become something as familiar as being around
the man handling, but even that is not so bad. I’ve never had a platonic relationship with men of any age, and
* * *
first time, I’m glad of my assistant, Rosalie’s, lingering presence; it feels like I
me; I’ve walked in there a dozen times with files and notes and each time he seems to be shedding clothes. He’s now sitting with his shirt pulled out, unbuttoned at the collar and his sleeves rolled up. His normally styled hair is ruffled, messy, and his tie and jacket
and pile them neatly into an open box file, before laying out some stapled contracts he needs to sign to send down to legal. He smiles up at me briefly, leaning back so I can move the papers
Hunter briefs; I scoop them up to take them. We
pauses on the cell, throwing me
“Yes?”
Seattle for tomorrow, early as you can. We’ll need hotel rooms for the next five
his title when we’re in front of company, or he’s
Another trip!
and a week of grueling work with men in suits who look at me like I am worthless. We have taken so many trips already that it feels like second nature to me now. The
* * *
been two hours watching him through the glass panels in the boardroom as I sit in a temporary office. So far, I’ve been in there several times with files, coffee, and whatever else he asks of me. I’m not needed right
laptop is keeping my focus; if this meeting runs over any longer then it’s going to be a late night and we have flights to catch
the table in front of him and start touching the screen with a hint of amusement on his face, I wonder what he’s up to. A second later my own cell buzzes and I pick it up, seeing the email notification
has sent you an iTunes
confused, I open the email and find he has gifted me