Thirty-One: Natalie
Natalie’s P.O.V.
My chest was burning as I made my way around the ballroom. The need to hide away was getting stronger with each passing moment that Kil*ian remained absent. Every time I walked past a woman who would send me a side-eye, I had to wonder if she had been sleeping with my mate too.
How many women here hated me not because I was human, but because they had hoped they would be the one selected as the king’s chosen?
Charlie kept catching my eye as she interacted with her companions. Her group was loud and boisterous, having a grand time and enjoying the free drinks and food that were both spread out and being carried around by servers.
I steered clear of them, not wanting to bring them down with my sour mood. Instead, I kept my eyes peeled for K*lian.
I wanted to turn and ask Tobias how long I needed to be present before I could turn in for the night. Instead, I bit my tongue and pushed back what little pride I had left as I watched happy couples dancing and enjoying the ball while I stood alone to the side, feeling the weight of the tiny tiara on my head.
When the crowd began to thin as the night went on, I looked to Tobias, hoping he would catch my silent request, and he did. With a curt nod of confirmation, I turned on my heels and made my way from the ballroom and back to my room.
had settled deep into my gut before I had walked
at me in curiosity as I turned to him, and he took his place against the wall across from my
triggered my body to react, and it felt like my organs were being pulled from my chest. The shaking of his head crushed me, and I put my face into my hands as I took several deep breaths to calm myself. It was one thing not to be alone in his office, but to have someone else in our bedroom, our personal space… The broken whisper that left me tumbled free as the last of my walls fell down. “I can’t keep
to bubble up and over my pain. Tobias looked
open to the bedroom. My eyes landed on Kil*ian sitting with Joselin next to him on the arm of the couch. She had one hand rubbing his shoulder as he stared into the distance. They both
brought her to the room that we shared,
speak, but I cut her off as I walked past
ordered, not caring that I had no
of the mirror, and I narrowed my eyes at her as I reached up and
wanted her out of my relationship. I wanted her away from the man who claimed I was
I turned to glare at
was for me?” I felt the water lining my eyes as I met his. “The party is over. All of the guests are gone! You left me there alone, all night, to be judged and publically humiliated by your pack as the *human who, according to them, is just warming your bed for the time being. Then I come back to find that you brought ‘her’ to our room. It’s the only place that I have in this *castle, and you brought ‘her’ here! You couldn’t even show me the decency to go
direction. I was well aware that she could ki* me