The Alpha

Chapter 11: 10- Her Mess

---Derek’s POV---

Damnit!

That wasn’t supposed to happen.

I wasn’t supposed to kiss her!

But her lips had to be so inviting. She just had to be such a pretty Flower.

Fuck.

I let out an irritated sigh as I sat in the seat she just occupied. Fuking hell.

I didn’t want to kiss her. I didn’t want to give in to her. I didn’t want to even spare a glance at this bond- but she’s so persistent in seeing me. With those pretty russet eyes peering into my blue ones- how the fuck could I resist her temptation?

She didn’t do anything…

And the worst part is- I wanted to do it again. And again. And again. Frustratingly- I ran a hand through my hair. There was a reason I avoided her like she was Corona and I was quarantined last week, then I- no she, had to fuck it up.

Fuck- even the way she said my name…

It was so soft, I could only imagine what Chris put her through. I fucking know close to nothing on the subject. She barely tells Reseda about what she went through- so how the hell is she supposed to help her if my Flower won’t speak up?

I do know it was horrendous, I witnessed what he did to her that day first hand. I was a fucking raging bull like my name was De Niro. And then the hospital… I tore Rex apart. No one gets to fucking touch what’s mine. I don’t give a shit if he didn’t know she was my mate.

Bastards…

Reseda informed me that she was barely gaining weight- it was irritating. She’s a stick! But again- I don’t know what exactly she’s been through so I shouldn’t be saying shit but fuck!

It’s evident that she’s been raped, no question about it. Reseda’s report confirmed it…

Fuck.

She was not who I envisioned my mate to be. She fucking cuts herself for fuck’s sake! And it’s not her fault but it hurts like hell to know she does that. Why can’t she be smart?

( 'That’s not her fault- she has trauma, fucking jerk…' )

honest- I was slightly surprised she didn’t push me away after her last episode with me. And I almost triggered it

stressed with this minuscule situation, I haven’t been laid in

Fucking ridiculous….

no one was attractive like

me she’s been opening up slightly to him- and

tired but was awake. I knew she was

An eating disorder.

Sleeping disorder.

mood disorder- she’s quiet

which are due to

clock I see that it’s about four. I got up

soft… I need to get her out of my head. I need to fucking focus, I don’t have

lot earlier than I expected. I looked back up at

9:34.

should be in her room

( 'See her' )

wait, no. I

are some leftovers in the fridge. Well- Violet’s leftovers to be more exact. Anything she didn’t eat,

eat

I was walking downstairs

He greeted casually with his coat in his

nodded back, “Violet in bed?” I asked, keeping my voice

version of it but yes.” The hell- what does that even mean? Whatever- I don’t care. I don’t care about her. I shouldn’t care about

you heading out?” I asked him as I motioned

tomorrow unless there is anything you need me to do?” He asked

“No, not tonight anyway.”

I know it’s none of my business- but did something happen between you and

eyebrow at ‘Viv’. He realized, “I, um, I

the fuck is ‘Viv’? That’s disgusting. She’s my flower,

don’t

I quizzed as I folded

a small smile on his lips, “just- when I got her, and throughout the movies we watched- she had

know? No, knowing a glimpse of Violet’s past and speaking to her- I

happened.” I

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